fic for tokyopirates (3/3)
Part 2
Kazuya screamed as he saw Pi and Maru on the floor, blood sipping through their clothes. He looked up and saw Hiroki from a far grinning madly.
"Pi, Maru..." he cried trying to help them up. He couldn't lose them. He just couldn't and especially, not because of him.
"We are fine Kame. You have to run now." Yamapi whispered while trying to stop the bleeding of his left leg.
"You go..." Maru smiled at him, he too had his hands on his stomach.
"But...."
They saw Hiroki running towards them.
"Run! Now!" Both the secret agents shouted, worrying for Kazuya's life more than for their own.
With a distraught expression, Kazuya did as told and ran for his life.
"Little Flower! You won't escape me this time! If I have to kill you, then I will!"
Hiroki was already behind him by a hundred meters.
~
Jin's eyes snapped wide as he saw Uchi firing his gun towards the running Kazuya. If he shot Hiroki, the latter's bullet might reach Kazuya before he could save him. Without any second thoughts, he ran towards Kazuya and smiled when he felt a bullet piercing his body. Uchi had shot twice. He saw the other one missing its target and the one hit him, so it meant Kazuya was safe.
Kazuya screamed when realization hit him as he landed on the floor with Jin on top of him.
"Hey little one. You okay?"
"You came... why?"
"What why? Though I am still late. I am sorry."
"Why?" Kazuya still asked in a whisper.
"Because you are so precious to me."
Kazuya was about to smile when Jin coughed and spitted blood before closing his eyes.
"Jin..."
Hiroki was about to fire again when he saw the police and their ally coming. He gave the two on the ground one last glance before running away.
~
Kazuya cradled Jin's head on his lap. The others approached, but Kazuya hissed at them. They stood still, watching the young model caress Akanishis's face. There was something in the model's behaviour that was unsettling.
"Jin..." Kazuya murmured, then episodes of his past came flashing vividly before his eyes. He saw his parents die, then he saw the detective's body lying on the ground soaking in his own pool of blood, then of himself with Hiroki learning to use the gun, then of him mercilessly murdering an entire family as Hiroki ordered to do, then of his cloths covered in blood of the men he killed.
Kazuya trembled and the part of his mind that had started to crack when he shot the man earlier finally shattered. With softness in his eye, he gave Jin's forehead a peck before he stood up, letting Ryo take care of Jin.
"Kazuya?" Koki was afraid seeing a different, no, a familiar old expression on the younger one's face.
"Koki..." Kazuya said and Koki was shocked.
"You remember me?" After the event years ago, after what he'd been through, his memories needed to be trampled for him to stay sane. Doing that, Kazuya had forgotten some people and episodes, and somehow, Koki was one of them. Koki and Kazuya had become friends thanks to detective Kimura. For two years, they had made each other's company doing normal teenagers would do, but also nosing on police's matters. When Kimura was shot to dead, Koki was there, too. He was the one who tried to save his friend when Hiroki took Kazuya, but was shot.
"Koki, I'm sorry." Kazuya said with a sad smile on his face.
"What are you saying? No need to apologize!" Koki hugged him and stayed that way for a while before pulling apart.
"Koki... take them home. Take everyone home." Then Kazuya turned to Jin who was already being medicated by his men.
"Take Jin away from here." Then his gaze landed on Ryo, who he knew was Jin's best friend.
"Please tell him that I love him"
With that, Kazuya picked up Jin's gun and started to walk away.
"Wait, where are you going?" Koki would be damn if he let his dear friend go.
"I'm going to end this. A thing I should've done years ago. I'm going to kill Hiroki."
"You can't! Don't this to yourself!" Koki's tone was desperate, if Kazuya took that path again; there would be no turning back.
Kazuya raised his gun against them. With a sad smile he said his goodbyes and in a flash, he disappeared from their view.
~
Jin woke up with a start and groaned.
"You're finally awake." Ryo, who was sitting on the chair next to his bed said with a mocking concern in his voice.
"Really, how did you let yourself be shot like that? It's a miracle it didn't go to your heart."
Jin didn't pay him attention, instead, he looked around.
"Kazuya, where's Kazuya?" He asked, his eyes piercing directly at Ryo who fidgeted on his seat.
"Well, you see..." Ryo's eyes darted on the floor. He couldn't look into his friend's eyes directly, that was until he heard a chilling commanding voice asking him to speak.
He gulped.
"He went after that Uchi... we...I..." after last night, the Koki had to explain them who Kazuya really was and why Uchi wanted him.
Kamenashi, after being abducted, seemed to have some memory lost and Uchi Hiroki, who had started to work with his father, had taken advantage of it. He had made Kazuya believe he was one of them. For a half a year, the back then 16 year old Kazuya had been trained to be an assassin worthy of being Uchi's right hand, his body guard. Believing all the lies that were told him, Kazuya followed all their commands with his trademark stubbornness and determination, thus, becoming one of the bests. That was until he met Koki again a year and half after. It seemed that seeing his old friend had triggered something for him to slowly regain in a more clear way his memories. He had tried to dispose of Koki due to the fact that he had thought the young police officer was trying to confuse him and play with him, but couldn't. From then, the two started to meet each other secretly with Koki trying to help him with his memories. Once he finally had all his memories back, Kazuya was filled with range and anger and wanted vengeance. Carefully and secretly, he had planned a way to destroy the Uchis with the police. He still acted normal around Hiroki and his men, trying his best not to cringe when his master would ask him to despatch of some enemies. However, during those times, he would also sneak out to meet up with Koki and t give him all the information he could give. When the big day came, it was during the big party which Hiroki and his father themselves had organized to meet up all their big clients and partners. It was held inside their ship and it was the opportunity Kazuya and the police were waiting for. With Kazuya always with Hiroki, thus giving the police of their location and with the latter disguised as waiters, cook and entertainer, who Kazuya had told the Uchi he had hired directly, they executed their tasks as planned. Most of the clients were caught and most of the Uchi's men were either killed or they themselves took their own lives. Unfortunately, Hiroki and his father were able to escape, not before shooting Kazuya after discovering of his betrayal. After the whole ordeal, it seemed that the Uchi family, with the few men remaining, went to Hong Kong where some of their biggest ally resided. Kazuya, on the other hand, had been interrogated. However, a few weeks after, he had started to show signs of mental problems, maybe caused his own experience. He had to be put under some psychiatrists to help him. It seemed that he'd been having sense of huge guilt and the fact that the thought of himself killing people for the past year was so unbearable and mortifying it was taking a tool on his own sanity. It had taken time for the doctors to convince him that it wasn't his fault and they had also no choice, but try to ease his pain and self-hatred by tampering some parts of his memories. Though they had wished to erase the Uchi from his memory, it was impossible, coz doing so, it might damage him. After some months, Kazuya was released and though with difficulties, the already almost 19 year old young man tried hard to pick up his life where he left it. With the help of one of the doctors, he was able to attend school and being who he was, he started to look for a job, and the rest was history.
"Jin...did you know about him" Ryo finally asked and the way Jin looked at him told everything. Jin stood up, his wound was okay. His damn men had sedated him, that was why he fell asleep and it was already five in the morning, six hours had passed since Kazuya went looking for Uchi.
"Where are you going?" Ryo asked, but even without Jin answering his question, he knew his friend would go looking for his little one.
Jin didn't answer his friend, as he readied himself, he called Kyousuke and his two other trusted men. Sighing in relief knowing that they were okay, he instructed them that they were going to find Kazuya at all cost.
"Jin, Koki and his men are also looking for him. I and Tat-chan will stay here to check if everything's in place." Ryo called out when he saw Jin at the door. Jin turned to look at him with a smile.
"Thank you. And yes, Kazuya might have been Hiroki's little Flower, but he is MY Kazuya now and he agreed to it. That's why I'm not letting anyone take him away, especially not under my nose."
Ryo smiled and before Jin could completely step out of the door, he did what Kazuya asked him to do.
"Kazuya asked me to tell you that he loves you." He shouted and smiled when he saw Jin rushing away with a blush on his face.
~
Jin was on their car with his men. He hoped Kazuya was okay. He had known of the younger one's past after investigating about him. He was actually planning to make Kazuya remember who he had been and then help him accept it and learn to forgive himself. Jin cursed as they arrived where Koki had told him Kazuya was. He had asked Koki to leave the matter to him and after the latter had reluctantly agreed, he made sure that Hiroki was alone, too.
~
Kazuya ran after Hiroki, almost flying over the stairs. They'd been playing hide and seek for hours now and Kazuya just wanted to end it. As he stepped on the following floor, he shot and Hiroki turned around to face him.
Kazuya was finally face to face with Hiroki. They were on the third floor of the abandoned, old building owned by Uchi years ago. Hiroki smirked also pointing his gun at him. They'd been on each other for hours now and Kazuya had one last bullet in his gun and so did Hiroki. Kazuya wiped the blood that was dripping from his cheek that was grazed by Hiroki's bullet a while back.
"You wanted me back? Then here I am...and I would be the last one you'll see before you die." Kazuya said with a steady voice, though deep inside, he was quivering. He didn't want to kill anymore, but there was no turning back. He promised that this would be the last: the ending of a cycle of his life, a cycle that should have been closed before he started his new life.
Hiroki laughed. Oh he knew what happened to his little Flower after they parted years back. Insanity. A fate they both shared.
"Once you kill me little Flower, you'll also die." He said mockingly and to prove his statement, he raised both his hands up, challenging Kazuya to fire his gun. Hiroki knew he had no way out: the police were outside and they all had the permission to arrest or kill him if needed. He'd been on the wanted dead or alive list for years now, after all.
"So Kazuya, would you grant the last wish of your master?" he taunted seeing the younger one unmoving, looking at him with a familiar light. He smirked. Yes, he still had a hold on his favourite toy after so many years.
"Would you grant my last wish?" he said again, smirking madly.
~
Kazuya shook his head. He knew Hiroki was trying to take a hold of him. Those words were always whispered to him every night during those years he'd been with him.
"Shut up! Shut up!" he shouted, tears already falling. A tiny part of him who had been little Flower didn't want to harm his master and wanted nothing but to grant whatever wishes Hiroki made. He shook his head again.
Hiroki laughed seeing the inner battle that Kazuya was having. He was happy to know that indeed, his little Flower was still there.
"Little Flower, die with me!" He shouted as he pointed the gun and fired, an almost happy, yet insane smile adorning his face.
A bang.
A groan.
Then a thud sound of a body falling on the ground was heard.
~
Kazuya was shocked as he felt someone hugging him. When realization hit him, he cried.
Then people came rushing around them, their voices mingling with his softening sobs. After a while, he was finally brought to reality as a soft, gentle voice of the one cradling him called his name.
"Kazuya... it's over. It's over. You are truly free now."
When he looked up, he was met by gentle eyes with Jin smiling fondly at him. He nodded before accepting the kiss of relief, filled with love that was offered to him.
After the tender his, without breaking from Jin's embrace, he glanced to where Hiroki was. Jin shot him before he was able to shot Kazuya, who at the last moment didn't want to kill his previous master.
Giving Jin a nod, Kazuya went to Hiroki who was already surrounded by Koki and his men. He ushered the police to give them space. He sat down and cradled Hiroki who was already breathing hard, blood seeping down from his chest. Kazuya knew he was dying.
"Hiroki..." he whispered and the man looked up at him. Hiroki raised his bloodied hand to caress Kazuya's face and let out a gentle smile.
"I..." he coughed blood which Kazuya tried to wipe.
"Little Flower, my little Flower.." Hiroki started trying to speak clearly with obvious difficulty.
"I am sorry." He said catching Kazuya by surprise. Kazuya shook his head and smiled and tears blurring his eyes as he gave the dying man a loving kiss on the forehead. Hiroki turned his head having their faces an inch apart, their eyes meeting.
"I loved you" With those last words, Hiroki exhaled his last breathe.
~
Jin watched silently as Kazuya held Hiroki into his arms. He pitied the young man.
"You loved Kazuya, but realized it when it was too late. You've already destroyed him." he whispered more to himself.
"I will not make the same mistake." With that said, he went to take Kazuya away leaving the dead body to Koki and his men.
"Let's go home Kazuya. Your friends are waiting for you."
~
Kazuya almost weep with sheer happiness when he saw Yamapi and Nakamaru, though bed-ridden at the moment, waving at him.
He strode faster to them and hugged them one by one. Maru was lying on the bed. It seemed that it would take him more time to recover. After all, he almost lost his stomach. While Yamapi was sitting on the wheelchair next to Maru's bed.
"Pi? Your leg?"
Yamapi smiled. "Don't worry, I'll still be able to walk on the runway with you. They told me to rest so that I can recover faster."
Kazuya nodded with a bright smile. On their way back, Koki told him everything: about Yamashita and Nakamaru, about them looking after him and finally truly caring for him not only as agents, but especially as his friends.
"Kazuya, come, you have to rest, too. And we have to take good care of your wounds."
Jin was right behind him. Kazuya nodded before following the older man.
~
Jin gently took off his clothes, then examine his wounds. There were still some of the bruises caused by Hiroki and some scratches here and there. Jin sighed as he also got rid of his own garments before ushering the both of them to the shower. He took the shampoo and gently washed the younger one's hair. After making sure there were no traces of shampoo in every traces of hair, he proceeded to clean that lithe body thoroughly. Kazuya moaned when Jin started to soap in between his thigh, brushing his groin.
"Jin..." he panted. He turned around to face the taller man, and without warning, he pulled Jin into a hot, passionate kiss to which the older man answered back with the same passion. Jin pulled Kazuya by the hips and grinded their groins against each other. Soon after, moans and groans filled the shower.
"Jin...take me..." there was such desperation in Kazuya's voice that made Jin's heart ache. He knew such request was more than it seemed. He could imagine what his younger lover went through in those two weeks under Hiroki's hands.
"Leave it to me Kazu-chan. I'll clean you in and out. I'll clean every places he had touched you. I'll make you forget of those dirty hands and make you remember of mine and only mine." With that said, Jin carried Kazuya to the bed, their damp body wetting the sheets, but they didn't care.
They kissed fervently, tongue meeting tongue, exploring every part of each other's mouth, tasting each other's breathe.
Jin pulled away from the tempting mouth just to latch his on the milky long neck, his hands roaming all over the already naked, hot, panting body underneath him. He smiled when he found the perking pink nipples and suck on them earning himself a loud moan from Kazuya. After spending his attention on the two buds, he began to suck the skin beneath. He licked and kissed the white skin from the chest to the navel, then dipped his tongue in the well shaped belly button. Kazuya arched his back in pleasure, moaning loudly when Jin did that.
Jin grinned seeing his lover's reaction as he finally spread Kazuya's legs and hummed pleased when he saw the proof of the boy's arousal, for him, because of him.
Without warning he took that hard cock in his mouth in one motion making Kazuya scream in pleasure, his hands clutching Jin's hair.
Jin inserted one finger in that tight hole while taking Kazuya's weeping cock in his mouth, distracting the latter from feeling the now three fingers that were inserted inside him.
Jin released the hard member with a loud pop and concentrated on his fingers which were doing wonders to Kazuya since he had found that bundle of nerves that would send Kazuya screaming like what he was doing now.
"Jin...Ji...sto..p..I can't..." Kazuya groaned, just to whine when those fingers were taken out.
Jin gave him a sweet passionate kiss.
"Patience baby." He said and laughed when Kazuya glared at him.
He settled himself between those legs which Kazuya wrapped around Jin's hips as if to assure that the older man wouldn't escape.
"Ready?" Jin asked and when Kazuya nodded, he inched himself slowly inside that tight hole. He groaned in pleasure with Kazuya squirming under him, panting and sweating with flushed face.
Giving Kazuya another kiss, Jin started to move, at first slowly, but his thrusts became hard and fast and the last thing he could remember was Kazuya's whimpering voice, laced with lust and pleasure, telling him those words he had longed to hear and the same words that he himself had wanted to tell the younger one.
"I love you."
~
Kazuya cursed when he couldn't even stand up or sit properly without wincing. After he let out those petty three little words, Jin kind of become a twit, well, more than he usually was: an insatiable twit. He saw Jin who just came out of the bathroom laughing and he gave him a murderous glare.
"I'll swear I'll be the one topping next time!" Kazuya almost shouted like a sulking brat.
"Oh, really? Then try topping in twenty years, maybe?" Jin said teasingly and though it was said as a joke, it also implied one thing for sure, and Kazuya understood it. Jin wanted Kazuya by his side.
Kazuya tsked as Jin helped him to stand up.
"I don't want to be involved in anything anymore Jin. I don't want to hold a gun ever again." Kazuya muttered as Jin hugged him.
"You can do whatever you want Kazuya. Go to school and be a lawyer, continue modelling and maybe help me pick up some clothes for me and my men...just...just stay with me."
Kazuya nodded and hugged Jin tighter. Jin, on the other hand, knew Kazuya still was shocked and needed help. That was why, after talking with Koki, he decided to hire the same doctors that had taken care of Kazuya. He wanted Kazuya to accept his past, to forgive himself and also to understand that he had no fault or choice. He knew Kazuya would be fine. He was a fighter after all: a stubborn one, too.
~
Two months later Kazuya was modelling for TegoMass with Yamapi, who in the end, wanted to continue modelling as a side job as long as it didn't interfere with his real work. Nakamaru had to resign as his manager since a new mission was assigned to him. Ueda was under Koki's punishment, who, after learning of his relationship with Nishikido Ryo decided to not let the higher ups know. Instead, Koki asked Ueda to do all the paper works for him.
Koki, on the other hand, had a more calm and friendly conversations with Jin also because of Kazuya. After the events involving Hiroki, Koki had omitted many things in his report. One of them was of Akanishi's involvement. He and Jin would meet up once in a while to talk about Kazuya's mental health which had been improving a lot.
Matsumoto Jun was also not fairing bad as he was now in Italy together with Arashi, the dean in his hands and a million dollar to collect.
~
Five years later.
Kazuya had finally graduated and was a certified lawyer. He worked with Jin as his lawyer, mostly concerning the Akanishi's least shady and more legal businesses. Jin would only laugh whenever he refused to handle the older man's underground's market. He would also help the police to put behind the bars all the criminals.
Kazuya stretched his hands before opening the door with Yamapi in tow.
A shocked scream was heard, followed by more colourful words with the name of Jin in between.
~
Jin picked his phone and before could answer, he was threatened to have his ass send to hell by no other than his furious lover.
"Kazu-chan?"
"Don't Kazu-chan me, you fucking asshole! Why did you take all my things from my apartment?"
Jin chuckled as understanding hit him. Kazuya might have went home and found his place completely empty.
~
"Little one, I already give you time for yourself. I mean, it's kind of tiring having to go there and having you kidnapped all the time every time I want to see you. Come on... Five years, aren't they enough for you to be convinced that I won't do anything to change you?" there was a tinge of hurt in Jin's voice that struck a chord in Kazuya's heart. He sighed in resignation. Jin had been good to him and had been true to his promise of letting him live the life that he wanted. He knew he loved Jin and he knew how much the older man treasured him though he didn't say it often, but Jin always made sure to prove it to him with actions rather than words.
"Okay...but... I also want a room of my own." Kazuya still wanted to have a space of his own.
"I'll arrange that right away. So, will you come home tonight?" Jin's voice was like an eager kid waiting for his dreamt toy. And it made Kazuya smile.
"Yes, I'll come home." He whispered and meant it in more than a way than one.
THE END
Kazuya screamed as he saw Pi and Maru on the floor, blood sipping through their clothes. He looked up and saw Hiroki from a far grinning madly.
"Pi, Maru..." he cried trying to help them up. He couldn't lose them. He just couldn't and especially, not because of him.
"We are fine Kame. You have to run now." Yamapi whispered while trying to stop the bleeding of his left leg.
"You go..." Maru smiled at him, he too had his hands on his stomach.
"But...."
They saw Hiroki running towards them.
"Run! Now!" Both the secret agents shouted, worrying for Kazuya's life more than for their own.
With a distraught expression, Kazuya did as told and ran for his life.
"Little Flower! You won't escape me this time! If I have to kill you, then I will!"
Hiroki was already behind him by a hundred meters.
~
Jin's eyes snapped wide as he saw Uchi firing his gun towards the running Kazuya. If he shot Hiroki, the latter's bullet might reach Kazuya before he could save him. Without any second thoughts, he ran towards Kazuya and smiled when he felt a bullet piercing his body. Uchi had shot twice. He saw the other one missing its target and the one hit him, so it meant Kazuya was safe.
Kazuya screamed when realization hit him as he landed on the floor with Jin on top of him.
"Hey little one. You okay?"
"You came... why?"
"What why? Though I am still late. I am sorry."
"Why?" Kazuya still asked in a whisper.
"Because you are so precious to me."
Kazuya was about to smile when Jin coughed and spitted blood before closing his eyes.
"Jin..."
Hiroki was about to fire again when he saw the police and their ally coming. He gave the two on the ground one last glance before running away.
~
Kazuya cradled Jin's head on his lap. The others approached, but Kazuya hissed at them. They stood still, watching the young model caress Akanishis's face. There was something in the model's behaviour that was unsettling.
"Jin..." Kazuya murmured, then episodes of his past came flashing vividly before his eyes. He saw his parents die, then he saw the detective's body lying on the ground soaking in his own pool of blood, then of himself with Hiroki learning to use the gun, then of him mercilessly murdering an entire family as Hiroki ordered to do, then of his cloths covered in blood of the men he killed.
Kazuya trembled and the part of his mind that had started to crack when he shot the man earlier finally shattered. With softness in his eye, he gave Jin's forehead a peck before he stood up, letting Ryo take care of Jin.
"Kazuya?" Koki was afraid seeing a different, no, a familiar old expression on the younger one's face.
"Koki..." Kazuya said and Koki was shocked.
"You remember me?" After the event years ago, after what he'd been through, his memories needed to be trampled for him to stay sane. Doing that, Kazuya had forgotten some people and episodes, and somehow, Koki was one of them. Koki and Kazuya had become friends thanks to detective Kimura. For two years, they had made each other's company doing normal teenagers would do, but also nosing on police's matters. When Kimura was shot to dead, Koki was there, too. He was the one who tried to save his friend when Hiroki took Kazuya, but was shot.
"Koki, I'm sorry." Kazuya said with a sad smile on his face.
"What are you saying? No need to apologize!" Koki hugged him and stayed that way for a while before pulling apart.
"Koki... take them home. Take everyone home." Then Kazuya turned to Jin who was already being medicated by his men.
"Take Jin away from here." Then his gaze landed on Ryo, who he knew was Jin's best friend.
"Please tell him that I love him"
With that, Kazuya picked up Jin's gun and started to walk away.
"Wait, where are you going?" Koki would be damn if he let his dear friend go.
"I'm going to end this. A thing I should've done years ago. I'm going to kill Hiroki."
"You can't! Don't this to yourself!" Koki's tone was desperate, if Kazuya took that path again; there would be no turning back.
Kazuya raised his gun against them. With a sad smile he said his goodbyes and in a flash, he disappeared from their view.
~
Jin woke up with a start and groaned.
"You're finally awake." Ryo, who was sitting on the chair next to his bed said with a mocking concern in his voice.
"Really, how did you let yourself be shot like that? It's a miracle it didn't go to your heart."
Jin didn't pay him attention, instead, he looked around.
"Kazuya, where's Kazuya?" He asked, his eyes piercing directly at Ryo who fidgeted on his seat.
"Well, you see..." Ryo's eyes darted on the floor. He couldn't look into his friend's eyes directly, that was until he heard a chilling commanding voice asking him to speak.
He gulped.
"He went after that Uchi... we...I..." after last night, the Koki had to explain them who Kazuya really was and why Uchi wanted him.
Kamenashi, after being abducted, seemed to have some memory lost and Uchi Hiroki, who had started to work with his father, had taken advantage of it. He had made Kazuya believe he was one of them. For a half a year, the back then 16 year old Kazuya had been trained to be an assassin worthy of being Uchi's right hand, his body guard. Believing all the lies that were told him, Kazuya followed all their commands with his trademark stubbornness and determination, thus, becoming one of the bests. That was until he met Koki again a year and half after. It seemed that seeing his old friend had triggered something for him to slowly regain in a more clear way his memories. He had tried to dispose of Koki due to the fact that he had thought the young police officer was trying to confuse him and play with him, but couldn't. From then, the two started to meet each other secretly with Koki trying to help him with his memories. Once he finally had all his memories back, Kazuya was filled with range and anger and wanted vengeance. Carefully and secretly, he had planned a way to destroy the Uchis with the police. He still acted normal around Hiroki and his men, trying his best not to cringe when his master would ask him to despatch of some enemies. However, during those times, he would also sneak out to meet up with Koki and t give him all the information he could give. When the big day came, it was during the big party which Hiroki and his father themselves had organized to meet up all their big clients and partners. It was held inside their ship and it was the opportunity Kazuya and the police were waiting for. With Kazuya always with Hiroki, thus giving the police of their location and with the latter disguised as waiters, cook and entertainer, who Kazuya had told the Uchi he had hired directly, they executed their tasks as planned. Most of the clients were caught and most of the Uchi's men were either killed or they themselves took their own lives. Unfortunately, Hiroki and his father were able to escape, not before shooting Kazuya after discovering of his betrayal. After the whole ordeal, it seemed that the Uchi family, with the few men remaining, went to Hong Kong where some of their biggest ally resided. Kazuya, on the other hand, had been interrogated. However, a few weeks after, he had started to show signs of mental problems, maybe caused his own experience. He had to be put under some psychiatrists to help him. It seemed that he'd been having sense of huge guilt and the fact that the thought of himself killing people for the past year was so unbearable and mortifying it was taking a tool on his own sanity. It had taken time for the doctors to convince him that it wasn't his fault and they had also no choice, but try to ease his pain and self-hatred by tampering some parts of his memories. Though they had wished to erase the Uchi from his memory, it was impossible, coz doing so, it might damage him. After some months, Kazuya was released and though with difficulties, the already almost 19 year old young man tried hard to pick up his life where he left it. With the help of one of the doctors, he was able to attend school and being who he was, he started to look for a job, and the rest was history.
"Jin...did you know about him" Ryo finally asked and the way Jin looked at him told everything. Jin stood up, his wound was okay. His damn men had sedated him, that was why he fell asleep and it was already five in the morning, six hours had passed since Kazuya went looking for Uchi.
"Where are you going?" Ryo asked, but even without Jin answering his question, he knew his friend would go looking for his little one.
Jin didn't answer his friend, as he readied himself, he called Kyousuke and his two other trusted men. Sighing in relief knowing that they were okay, he instructed them that they were going to find Kazuya at all cost.
"Jin, Koki and his men are also looking for him. I and Tat-chan will stay here to check if everything's in place." Ryo called out when he saw Jin at the door. Jin turned to look at him with a smile.
"Thank you. And yes, Kazuya might have been Hiroki's little Flower, but he is MY Kazuya now and he agreed to it. That's why I'm not letting anyone take him away, especially not under my nose."
Ryo smiled and before Jin could completely step out of the door, he did what Kazuya asked him to do.
"Kazuya asked me to tell you that he loves you." He shouted and smiled when he saw Jin rushing away with a blush on his face.
~
Jin was on their car with his men. He hoped Kazuya was okay. He had known of the younger one's past after investigating about him. He was actually planning to make Kazuya remember who he had been and then help him accept it and learn to forgive himself. Jin cursed as they arrived where Koki had told him Kazuya was. He had asked Koki to leave the matter to him and after the latter had reluctantly agreed, he made sure that Hiroki was alone, too.
~
Kazuya ran after Hiroki, almost flying over the stairs. They'd been playing hide and seek for hours now and Kazuya just wanted to end it. As he stepped on the following floor, he shot and Hiroki turned around to face him.
Kazuya was finally face to face with Hiroki. They were on the third floor of the abandoned, old building owned by Uchi years ago. Hiroki smirked also pointing his gun at him. They'd been on each other for hours now and Kazuya had one last bullet in his gun and so did Hiroki. Kazuya wiped the blood that was dripping from his cheek that was grazed by Hiroki's bullet a while back.
"You wanted me back? Then here I am...and I would be the last one you'll see before you die." Kazuya said with a steady voice, though deep inside, he was quivering. He didn't want to kill anymore, but there was no turning back. He promised that this would be the last: the ending of a cycle of his life, a cycle that should have been closed before he started his new life.
Hiroki laughed. Oh he knew what happened to his little Flower after they parted years back. Insanity. A fate they both shared.
"Once you kill me little Flower, you'll also die." He said mockingly and to prove his statement, he raised both his hands up, challenging Kazuya to fire his gun. Hiroki knew he had no way out: the police were outside and they all had the permission to arrest or kill him if needed. He'd been on the wanted dead or alive list for years now, after all.
"So Kazuya, would you grant the last wish of your master?" he taunted seeing the younger one unmoving, looking at him with a familiar light. He smirked. Yes, he still had a hold on his favourite toy after so many years.
"Would you grant my last wish?" he said again, smirking madly.
~
Kazuya shook his head. He knew Hiroki was trying to take a hold of him. Those words were always whispered to him every night during those years he'd been with him.
"Shut up! Shut up!" he shouted, tears already falling. A tiny part of him who had been little Flower didn't want to harm his master and wanted nothing but to grant whatever wishes Hiroki made. He shook his head again.
Hiroki laughed seeing the inner battle that Kazuya was having. He was happy to know that indeed, his little Flower was still there.
"Little Flower, die with me!" He shouted as he pointed the gun and fired, an almost happy, yet insane smile adorning his face.
A bang.
A groan.
Then a thud sound of a body falling on the ground was heard.
~
Kazuya was shocked as he felt someone hugging him. When realization hit him, he cried.
Then people came rushing around them, their voices mingling with his softening sobs. After a while, he was finally brought to reality as a soft, gentle voice of the one cradling him called his name.
"Kazuya... it's over. It's over. You are truly free now."
When he looked up, he was met by gentle eyes with Jin smiling fondly at him. He nodded before accepting the kiss of relief, filled with love that was offered to him.
After the tender his, without breaking from Jin's embrace, he glanced to where Hiroki was. Jin shot him before he was able to shot Kazuya, who at the last moment didn't want to kill his previous master.
Giving Jin a nod, Kazuya went to Hiroki who was already surrounded by Koki and his men. He ushered the police to give them space. He sat down and cradled Hiroki who was already breathing hard, blood seeping down from his chest. Kazuya knew he was dying.
"Hiroki..." he whispered and the man looked up at him. Hiroki raised his bloodied hand to caress Kazuya's face and let out a gentle smile.
"I..." he coughed blood which Kazuya tried to wipe.
"Little Flower, my little Flower.." Hiroki started trying to speak clearly with obvious difficulty.
"I am sorry." He said catching Kazuya by surprise. Kazuya shook his head and smiled and tears blurring his eyes as he gave the dying man a loving kiss on the forehead. Hiroki turned his head having their faces an inch apart, their eyes meeting.
"I loved you" With those last words, Hiroki exhaled his last breathe.
~
Jin watched silently as Kazuya held Hiroki into his arms. He pitied the young man.
"You loved Kazuya, but realized it when it was too late. You've already destroyed him." he whispered more to himself.
"I will not make the same mistake." With that said, he went to take Kazuya away leaving the dead body to Koki and his men.
"Let's go home Kazuya. Your friends are waiting for you."
~
Kazuya almost weep with sheer happiness when he saw Yamapi and Nakamaru, though bed-ridden at the moment, waving at him.
He strode faster to them and hugged them one by one. Maru was lying on the bed. It seemed that it would take him more time to recover. After all, he almost lost his stomach. While Yamapi was sitting on the wheelchair next to Maru's bed.
"Pi? Your leg?"
Yamapi smiled. "Don't worry, I'll still be able to walk on the runway with you. They told me to rest so that I can recover faster."
Kazuya nodded with a bright smile. On their way back, Koki told him everything: about Yamashita and Nakamaru, about them looking after him and finally truly caring for him not only as agents, but especially as his friends.
"Kazuya, come, you have to rest, too. And we have to take good care of your wounds."
Jin was right behind him. Kazuya nodded before following the older man.
~
Jin gently took off his clothes, then examine his wounds. There were still some of the bruises caused by Hiroki and some scratches here and there. Jin sighed as he also got rid of his own garments before ushering the both of them to the shower. He took the shampoo and gently washed the younger one's hair. After making sure there were no traces of shampoo in every traces of hair, he proceeded to clean that lithe body thoroughly. Kazuya moaned when Jin started to soap in between his thigh, brushing his groin.
"Jin..." he panted. He turned around to face the taller man, and without warning, he pulled Jin into a hot, passionate kiss to which the older man answered back with the same passion. Jin pulled Kazuya by the hips and grinded their groins against each other. Soon after, moans and groans filled the shower.
"Jin...take me..." there was such desperation in Kazuya's voice that made Jin's heart ache. He knew such request was more than it seemed. He could imagine what his younger lover went through in those two weeks under Hiroki's hands.
"Leave it to me Kazu-chan. I'll clean you in and out. I'll clean every places he had touched you. I'll make you forget of those dirty hands and make you remember of mine and only mine." With that said, Jin carried Kazuya to the bed, their damp body wetting the sheets, but they didn't care.
They kissed fervently, tongue meeting tongue, exploring every part of each other's mouth, tasting each other's breathe.
Jin pulled away from the tempting mouth just to latch his on the milky long neck, his hands roaming all over the already naked, hot, panting body underneath him. He smiled when he found the perking pink nipples and suck on them earning himself a loud moan from Kazuya. After spending his attention on the two buds, he began to suck the skin beneath. He licked and kissed the white skin from the chest to the navel, then dipped his tongue in the well shaped belly button. Kazuya arched his back in pleasure, moaning loudly when Jin did that.
Jin grinned seeing his lover's reaction as he finally spread Kazuya's legs and hummed pleased when he saw the proof of the boy's arousal, for him, because of him.
Without warning he took that hard cock in his mouth in one motion making Kazuya scream in pleasure, his hands clutching Jin's hair.
Jin inserted one finger in that tight hole while taking Kazuya's weeping cock in his mouth, distracting the latter from feeling the now three fingers that were inserted inside him.
Jin released the hard member with a loud pop and concentrated on his fingers which were doing wonders to Kazuya since he had found that bundle of nerves that would send Kazuya screaming like what he was doing now.
"Jin...Ji...sto..p..I can't..." Kazuya groaned, just to whine when those fingers were taken out.
Jin gave him a sweet passionate kiss.
"Patience baby." He said and laughed when Kazuya glared at him.
He settled himself between those legs which Kazuya wrapped around Jin's hips as if to assure that the older man wouldn't escape.
"Ready?" Jin asked and when Kazuya nodded, he inched himself slowly inside that tight hole. He groaned in pleasure with Kazuya squirming under him, panting and sweating with flushed face.
Giving Kazuya another kiss, Jin started to move, at first slowly, but his thrusts became hard and fast and the last thing he could remember was Kazuya's whimpering voice, laced with lust and pleasure, telling him those words he had longed to hear and the same words that he himself had wanted to tell the younger one.
"I love you."
~
Kazuya cursed when he couldn't even stand up or sit properly without wincing. After he let out those petty three little words, Jin kind of become a twit, well, more than he usually was: an insatiable twit. He saw Jin who just came out of the bathroom laughing and he gave him a murderous glare.
"I'll swear I'll be the one topping next time!" Kazuya almost shouted like a sulking brat.
"Oh, really? Then try topping in twenty years, maybe?" Jin said teasingly and though it was said as a joke, it also implied one thing for sure, and Kazuya understood it. Jin wanted Kazuya by his side.
Kazuya tsked as Jin helped him to stand up.
"I don't want to be involved in anything anymore Jin. I don't want to hold a gun ever again." Kazuya muttered as Jin hugged him.
"You can do whatever you want Kazuya. Go to school and be a lawyer, continue modelling and maybe help me pick up some clothes for me and my men...just...just stay with me."
Kazuya nodded and hugged Jin tighter. Jin, on the other hand, knew Kazuya still was shocked and needed help. That was why, after talking with Koki, he decided to hire the same doctors that had taken care of Kazuya. He wanted Kazuya to accept his past, to forgive himself and also to understand that he had no fault or choice. He knew Kazuya would be fine. He was a fighter after all: a stubborn one, too.
~
Two months later Kazuya was modelling for TegoMass with Yamapi, who in the end, wanted to continue modelling as a side job as long as it didn't interfere with his real work. Nakamaru had to resign as his manager since a new mission was assigned to him. Ueda was under Koki's punishment, who, after learning of his relationship with Nishikido Ryo decided to not let the higher ups know. Instead, Koki asked Ueda to do all the paper works for him.
Koki, on the other hand, had a more calm and friendly conversations with Jin also because of Kazuya. After the events involving Hiroki, Koki had omitted many things in his report. One of them was of Akanishi's involvement. He and Jin would meet up once in a while to talk about Kazuya's mental health which had been improving a lot.
Matsumoto Jun was also not fairing bad as he was now in Italy together with Arashi, the dean in his hands and a million dollar to collect.
~
Five years later.
Kazuya had finally graduated and was a certified lawyer. He worked with Jin as his lawyer, mostly concerning the Akanishi's least shady and more legal businesses. Jin would only laugh whenever he refused to handle the older man's underground's market. He would also help the police to put behind the bars all the criminals.
Kazuya stretched his hands before opening the door with Yamapi in tow.
A shocked scream was heard, followed by more colourful words with the name of Jin in between.
~
Jin picked his phone and before could answer, he was threatened to have his ass send to hell by no other than his furious lover.
"Kazu-chan?"
"Don't Kazu-chan me, you fucking asshole! Why did you take all my things from my apartment?"
Jin chuckled as understanding hit him. Kazuya might have went home and found his place completely empty.
~
"Little one, I already give you time for yourself. I mean, it's kind of tiring having to go there and having you kidnapped all the time every time I want to see you. Come on... Five years, aren't they enough for you to be convinced that I won't do anything to change you?" there was a tinge of hurt in Jin's voice that struck a chord in Kazuya's heart. He sighed in resignation. Jin had been good to him and had been true to his promise of letting him live the life that he wanted. He knew he loved Jin and he knew how much the older man treasured him though he didn't say it often, but Jin always made sure to prove it to him with actions rather than words.
"Okay...but... I also want a room of my own." Kazuya still wanted to have a space of his own.
"I'll arrange that right away. So, will you come home tonight?" Jin's voice was like an eager kid waiting for his dreamt toy. And it made Kazuya smile.
"Yes, I'll come home." He whispered and meant it in more than a way than one.
THE END