I'm sorry... :( I can kind of relate. When I finished college it didn't feel like I had accomplished much... it was just this weird blur of being depressed and zoning out most of the time. The fact that I got decent grades is only indicative of how pathetic state universities are. I really don't think it's worth the time and money and effort if you're not able to commit to it.
I know it's really hard to be stuck in that cycle... I know I am and I can feel it start to wear on me. But you should know that even moving to the busiest city in the world won't really fix things. I have so many opportunities here, but I still ignore most of them in favor of doing crafty stuff at home.
While school may be too much, maybe you should try one thing specifically to focus on? Like just ONE class, that you go to once a week, to break up the monotony. It won't cost as much that way but it could be a good happy medium. Doesn't have to be art, either, could be a language or something! :D If you really can't afford any classes right now, maybe weekly volunteering? I know how hard it is to feel like you spend your waking hours doing nothing but working... mouse in a wheel sort of redundancy. -.-
Thanks for understanding. :) I'm sure we'll fall out of our "ruts" eventually. It's always great to be crafty anyway. ;) that's what I do. I have thought of just signing up for one class, but I have to find more info as to where exactly...'cause now I live in the middle of nowhere. XD I'm thinking of asking this girl I work with because she takes a class or two at a local college. thanks for your advice and I hope everything works out for you too! <3
I know it's really hard to be stuck in that cycle... I know I am and I can feel it start to wear on me. But you should know that even moving to the busiest city in the world won't really fix things. I have so many opportunities here, but I still ignore most of them in favor of doing crafty stuff at home.
While school may be too much, maybe you should try one thing specifically to focus on? Like just ONE class, that you go to once a week, to break up the monotony. It won't cost as much that way but it could be a good happy medium. Doesn't have to be art, either, could be a language or something! :D If you really can't afford any classes right now, maybe weekly volunteering? I know how hard it is to feel like you spend your waking hours doing nothing but working... mouse in a wheel sort of redundancy. -.-
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thanks for your advice and I hope everything works out for you too! <3
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