I smile at those around me, acting as if nothing has happened. But that was all it is... an act. I do not want them to worry about me, to crowd me and make me feel more paranoid then I already do. ( (Warnings for violence.) )

It hurt. Never in my life had I ever experienced such pain. I am writing because if I do not get my mind off the pain somehow; I am afraid that it will drive me mad. The first time I had ever faced off against the Cult, I left with the blow of an axe to my shoulder, and missing several inches of flesh from my left ear. That was child's play ( Read more... )

If there's anything on this earth destined to doom me to an early grave, it's stress.

But the worst part is when I'm stressed to the breaking point and I don't even really know why.

I was doing really well for a while. My stress levels were at their lowest in years, and I had managed to be able to kick my bad smoking habit. But now it's back with ( Read more... )

Very few things tend to phase me. It's a skill I've honed since devoting myself to the Light and following the path of the Guardian. I mean... what good is a scaredy-cat Guardian? Well... except for the whole spider thing, but thats an entirely different issue.

But last night.... I....I am still trying to... well...it's still trying to sink in. And ( Read more... )

Well... things have been looking a lot better lately.

My depression has been lifting, and life has been returning to normal... well.. as normal as it gets around here.

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