there was this girl
a long long time ago there was this girl.
she skipped along through her days, expecting the best of things to happen.
she grew up a little. then she lost confidence of the best of things. unsatisfied by so many things, she decides not to hope too much.
she grew up a bit more. totally lost hope and belief in expectations. expected the worst from people, struggled to hold on.
after meeting a certain person, things went tumbling over, started to re-adjust her belief in hopes. now she's struggling. she's constantly changing her mind, week by week, day to day, hour to hour. this time it's different. to hope for a certain thing she's hoping for has the success rate of a rat surviving a hungry snake.
now she's wondering of her priority. would it be God, success, love, satisfaction, or her own happiness.
they seem similar but they're very very different. to want one thing could mean letting go of one, or few of the rest. or maybe she has not yet understood all of them. perhaps if she does understand, things may be clearer, and easier to choose, perhaps she needn't even choose at all
she skipped along through her days, expecting the best of things to happen.
she grew up a little. then she lost confidence of the best of things. unsatisfied by so many things, she decides not to hope too much.
she grew up a bit more. totally lost hope and belief in expectations. expected the worst from people, struggled to hold on.
after meeting a certain person, things went tumbling over, started to re-adjust her belief in hopes. now she's struggling. she's constantly changing her mind, week by week, day to day, hour to hour. this time it's different. to hope for a certain thing she's hoping for has the success rate of a rat surviving a hungry snake.
now she's wondering of her priority. would it be God, success, love, satisfaction, or her own happiness.
they seem similar but they're very very different. to want one thing could mean letting go of one, or few of the rest. or maybe she has not yet understood all of them. perhaps if she does understand, things may be clearer, and easier to choose, perhaps she needn't even choose at all