Turn 80: just... *sigh*
It's just so aggravating when I see a lot of the parents in the daycare. Some of them are kinda lost and not sure of what to do for their kids(forgivable), some of them don't care (pisses me off), and some of them are obviously sitting back and expecting my mom to do their raising for them (WHAT THE HELL?!) Today there's a little girl who's already thrown up 3 times this morning and the mom still drops her off with us WITH NO MEDICINE and want us to take her to school INSTEAD of staying home to take care of her. We got two new little brothers today who have obviously been BABIED to no end (dear gods the elder 5 year old kept crying for an HOUR straight after his father left, thank gods the younger was calm, if a little lost). The only bright side has been the new year, 3 month old baby who seems secure and well off.
Still, the last hour and half of this morning have gotten me in a bit of a dark mood already. Never mind that I've still got no project proposal for illustration class at 1pm today.
I also feel guilty for being in a bad mood and upsetting my mom. I know that right now is when she really needs my help, and she's now concerned with finding ANOTHER assistant to help her out so she doesn't hafta rely on me. While I admit working in the daycare isn't exactly my favorite pastime (downright pain in the butt, at times) but, I do want to be able to support my mom since I know she's been stressed and trying so hard to go back to school lately. I feel really... ungrateful and bratty for being a a foul mood right now.
...Gonna go and take some Tylenol and drink some tea now.
Still, the last hour and half of this morning have gotten me in a bit of a dark mood already. Never mind that I've still got no project proposal for illustration class at 1pm today.
I also feel guilty for being in a bad mood and upsetting my mom. I know that right now is when she really needs my help, and she's now concerned with finding ANOTHER assistant to help her out so she doesn't hafta rely on me. While I admit working in the daycare isn't exactly my favorite pastime (downright pain in the butt, at times) but, I do want to be able to support my mom since I know she's been stressed and trying so hard to go back to school lately. I feel really... ungrateful and bratty for being a a foul mood right now.
...Gonna go and take some Tylenol and drink some tea now.