Love Fighter Updates
2 Sep
Recently
The weather has been continuously strange
From radio programmes and such
I have received many messages regarding my deafness
and from these
I have gained courage
Regarding post-treatment
Little by little
Recovery seems to be in sight
The sound of the bass that I love
Can now be somewhat recognised
I feel that the core warmth as well
Can now be recognised
(I'm assuming he's referring how he senses music...?)
The two weeks after hospitalisation were really, really
painful and hard from the sounds around
I was really sad
After which, based on my own judgment
And putting my surroundings through trial and error
I have become able to sing
It has been a while since the ailment occured
I have been continuing with medication
Along with trying out various treatment
Facng all sorts of emotions
And fighting on
The vocal tone's
subtle nuances
are still difficult to express
is what I feel but
It doesn't feel bad
To be able to start on work involving sounds
Once I get such an approval
I wold like to begin producing work
Through my family, friends, and everyone's
Thoughts that are supporting me
As myself I'll continue on
To smile together as soon as possible
The moments thread up
Everyone as well
Be it your body or your heart
Please take care
Since it has come to this
With this ear
I will fight straight on
Given this circumstance
I will turn it into strength and my true self
will be fought for and held onto
Love all of you
28 Aug
What I have realised when it has come to this
The uneasiness of others
Rather than prioritising my unease
If I don't rid others' unease
It will not be possible to progress
Rather than one's own will
Listening to the intentions of others
Seems like you are being saved
But in actuality
It's them who are saved
I have learned a lot
It's a lonely realisation
24 Aug
A lady who was handing out flyers for a beauty salon
Came up to me
It was a fan!
Congratulations on your 20th anniversary! She excitedly told me
Despite such excitement
I'm terribly sorry
There was a medicinal patch on my hand
Because of the scent of the patch
The memory with person you've been looking forward to meet
Will be filled with the medicinal scent
I'm sincerely sorry
The person you want to meet...medicinal patch
After a while it will develop into
Medicinal patch...the person you want to meet
This kind of equation
If to provide dreams
Is my duty
This could be considered having screwed up
Removing the medicinal patch
And applying perfume should be the right way
I'm beginning to have
This impulse to write a song on medicinal patch
But I won't
Upon parting
She said that she would always be supporting
And to keep it up
Tears almost fell
Maybe towards others' warmth and kindness
I'm especially sensitive
I'm really happy
Always
Thank you, everyone
With everyone, I wish to
Soar towards a pure world
Love all of you
19 Aug
Somehow I feel sad every day
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It seems that Tsuyoshi has been feeling better and that his condition is improving. No words to express my relief.
But I also realised that he hasn't been using emojis at all. For obvious reasons, of course. Here's to hoping that his health stabilises and that he can be even more genki ~