Fuck you guys.
I reallly realllllly realllly love my friends. You guys, I love you.
I gotta admit, moving away from SC was the best thing I ever freaking did. For so many psychological reasons. SO MANY.
I think of the ppl I chill with now, and I feel happy to be around you guys. I'm not petty, psycho, jealous, or anything. I'm completely at peace with myself and my dreams and station and it's beautiful.
Like, this should be a drunk home alone revelation, but I'm completely sober realizing this. So I guess that makes it better.
Growing up life was shit. I was homeless for awhile, I was always sick, attempted (but too lazy) suicide, i threatened to kill (and plotted regularly) my grandmother (so much to this), my friends were also fucking bonkers, I was so scared and arrogant (weird combo i know)....annnnd life was stupid. my dad ignored me, did drugs my whole freaking life, beat my mom?, had 5 kids with 4 diff women...LOTS OF STUPID SHIT.
Regardless of all that, I came out of it. With therapy, drugs, alcohol, MUSIC and lots of fuck-ups along the way, and I'm over it. I grew out of it. I'm ok. I love Jonathan. He's awesome. He does stupid shit, but so do I. I love you guys! It's awesome.
Don't stop me now, cause I'm having a good time.
There's no stopping me.
I'm burning through the sky. 200 degrees. That's why they call me Mr. Farenheit.
I'm travelling at the speed of light. I'm going to make a super one out of you.
No joke.
I gotta admit, moving away from SC was the best thing I ever freaking did. For so many psychological reasons. SO MANY.
I think of the ppl I chill with now, and I feel happy to be around you guys. I'm not petty, psycho, jealous, or anything. I'm completely at peace with myself and my dreams and station and it's beautiful.
Like, this should be a drunk home alone revelation, but I'm completely sober realizing this. So I guess that makes it better.
Growing up life was shit. I was homeless for awhile, I was always sick, attempted (but too lazy) suicide, i threatened to kill (and plotted regularly) my grandmother (so much to this), my friends were also fucking bonkers, I was so scared and arrogant (weird combo i know)....annnnd life was stupid. my dad ignored me, did drugs my whole freaking life, beat my mom?, had 5 kids with 4 diff women...LOTS OF STUPID SHIT.
Regardless of all that, I came out of it. With therapy, drugs, alcohol, MUSIC and lots of fuck-ups along the way, and I'm over it. I grew out of it. I'm ok. I love Jonathan. He's awesome. He does stupid shit, but so do I. I love you guys! It's awesome.
Don't stop me now, cause I'm having a good time.
There's no stopping me.
I'm burning through the sky. 200 degrees. That's why they call me Mr. Farenheit.
I'm travelling at the speed of light. I'm going to make a super one out of you.
No joke.