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Ok guys-what r some of the stuff i wanna say??? !st offI am very much pissed off,but what else is new?? I use to be a happy kid and then hey life shit the bed like my car. lol.I was at work today and I was talkinh to my buddy Matt,whoI hvent seen in sooo long becasue I open and he closes,so I told him wat was up with me and Jay and he was soo pissed and I had to listen to him tell me that I should be careful and stuff-that makes me nervous.He also said that Jay want the kid to hurt me and that he loved me..ARGHHG!! I dunno.Then I got very very mad last night but I wont go into that becasue it is unfair.Then at work today I was pissy AGIAN.I cant wait to quit.O MY.I dunno jay comes home on Wed. And I am gonna be pretty weird... I duno,maybe I shouldnt be letting him kiss me? maybe I shouldnt be saying I love you ( even though I mean it very much ) DO you guys think I shouldnt? Does it make me seem like I am weird? I really am confused right now. I want to be back as a couple! not this shyt and I KNO he does too-he's just scared. And I am soooo happy that Everyone else knos that-who knows him,lol. I also talked to Hailey and Chuck our couple friends that I love and so does Jay. They said that me and Jay are perfect and that is wat scares him,becasue Jya nerver wanted to get married and now it confusing him. that just seems weird to me-yet It does sound just like him. Aww man i love him.But the night that he and I broke up-Jay called chuck and I called Hailey,and they were away on a trip and didnt pick up and I guess we left identical messages.lol.I thought tha was cute.Im weird. But I dunno Im out of here. luv ya guys.