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Well I finally am alert after waking up at 5 am to say bye to Jay cuz he was leaving for Arizona this morning. I miss him already! Dur.lol.We got something.Haha.I dunno.Im happy and sad but I dont kno what about. Then last night he came over at 11 pm to say bye to me b/c he is away for a week now! tear. And I descided that we would hang out on my front porch because it is surprisingly nice and also its relaxing too. It was a really nice night out and its screened so no buggys could get in but things between us accually feel stronger,I really dont kno how to explain it.It feels like the first kiss first look spark that you feel wen you first find someone you really like-all the feelings came back that we had for so long and that we lost for a bit throu hard times. It's sounds cheezy and all but really it was amazing.We hung out and Yes we were kissing,so everyone nedds to stop asking.lol. And I love you's were exchanged alot of times. :) I dunno-I like this feeling.We r back to what we had.It's just nice.I dont know how to explain it and I am tryin gso hard to and it sounds cheezy but Iwant to share it with people becasue I forgot even after a short time -how this feels... It really is just great. X:)<-< well I am outta here guys-After explaining a thing that I couldnt-lol. call me a dork,Ill understand! <3,Brianna