Mar 31, 2008 18:12
Ive been kind of distant i know....i've been distant with everyone. My emotions have been going a little haywire. it must be the month thats comeing up. it has so many meanings. and though im begining to get over those meanings, its still got me all wrapped up and confused.
I wish it would all just go away. Why do i feel like im missing so much? when i have so much more right in front of me? im so confused by it. I just want it to go...go away!
Work has been crazy. my coworkers have less then 2 weeks before they retire...thats two weeks before things get really zanny. Im trying real hard but things are just as confusing as ever. and there only going to get worse. :( im getting worried cause theres less and less to do instead of more and more....which means they may be able to do with less people. >_<;
It's all just a bit upsetting. im just un-necasarily upset right now...and i dont know why. i just got off my period like 2 weeks ago so its not PMS. I just want to curl up and cry.
i just want a hug. *hugs random doll and sighs*