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FINALLY FIGURED OUT A COHERENT THESIS TO TIE ALL OF MY INFORMATION TOGETHER. THIS PAPER HAS BEEN HAUNTING ME ALL TOO LONG: PREPARE TO BE CONQUERED!!!!!!!
(and yes, this totally merits all caps. i am dancing alone in the bell basement I AM SO HAPPY)
this fucking history paper. holy shit. bc i got so sick and so behind last quarter, i had to take an incomplete in my history class because i couldn't write/didn't have time to research the big term paper. so i meant to do it over break and got overwhelmed by family shit. and then i meant to do it at the beginning of this quarter and got overwhelmed by... life i guess. and now this quarter is picking up and the cut off for the grade change from incomplete is the 28th but i have to get it to my teacher before that so he can grade it and augh
i feel like i know shakespeare and all of the goddamn characters from twelfth night intimately. like.. i know know. in the biblical sense.
lskdjfho
sorry, late night crazies. its 3.45. err. 4am.
its hard to convey the amount of pain and just.. STRIFE this paper has caused me. i have had more stress nightmares about my history teacher than i have ever had about anything in my life ever. i have had bad dreams or nightmares due to stress, but never the "i see my teacher and he tells me that im shit" dreams before. also take in to account that ive been trying to work on this paper for THREE MONTHS and that ive spent so much time just sitting and freaking out about it.. this is my second all nighter THIS WEEK. sldkfjhs
but doing all of this ridiculous research and learning all this stuff yet not knowing what i was actually writing about was really what KILLED. and i think i just figured it out. holy crap. DONT JINX ME, SELF.
now the only issue is dedicating ... disciplining myself to actually write it and organize the TWELVE PAGES (double spaced) of notes that i have. and thats not at all the ENTIRETY of my notes.
alright. i can do this. internet, stop distracting me.
EDIT
goddamn my lack of willpower SOMEONE CUT OFF MY INTERNET PLEASE
EDIT (again)
4.35am sldkjflkjfg
(and yes, this totally merits all caps. i am dancing alone in the bell basement I AM SO HAPPY)
this fucking history paper. holy shit. bc i got so sick and so behind last quarter, i had to take an incomplete in my history class because i couldn't write/didn't have time to research the big term paper. so i meant to do it over break and got overwhelmed by family shit. and then i meant to do it at the beginning of this quarter and got overwhelmed by... life i guess. and now this quarter is picking up and the cut off for the grade change from incomplete is the 28th but i have to get it to my teacher before that so he can grade it and augh
i feel like i know shakespeare and all of the goddamn characters from twelfth night intimately. like.. i know know. in the biblical sense.
lskdjfho
sorry, late night crazies. its 3.45. err. 4am.
its hard to convey the amount of pain and just.. STRIFE this paper has caused me. i have had more stress nightmares about my history teacher than i have ever had about anything in my life ever. i have had bad dreams or nightmares due to stress, but never the "i see my teacher and he tells me that im shit" dreams before. also take in to account that ive been trying to work on this paper for THREE MONTHS and that ive spent so much time just sitting and freaking out about it.. this is my second all nighter THIS WEEK. sldkfjhs
but doing all of this ridiculous research and learning all this stuff yet not knowing what i was actually writing about was really what KILLED. and i think i just figured it out. holy crap. DONT JINX ME, SELF.
now the only issue is dedicating ... disciplining myself to actually write it and organize the TWELVE PAGES (double spaced) of notes that i have. and thats not at all the ENTIRETY of my notes.
alright. i can do this. internet, stop distracting me.
EDIT
goddamn my lack of willpower SOMEONE CUT OFF MY INTERNET PLEASE
EDIT (again)
4.35am sldkjflkjfg