Nov 19, 2003 20:36
i see him and i cant help but smile, and smile, and smile some more. its so nice to be so close to josh, without begging for his attention...just his presence is all i need. im just so glad to be near him. im still hoping that everything works out, i hate to know that he isnt doing well. he hit his head hard on his steering wheel trying to avoid an accident, so it was hurting today. i hope that gets better too. hes so wonderful....