Nov 18, 2003 18:45
josh's reason to break up was that he couldnt give me the time and attention i deserve as a girlfriend..at least that means he cares =) well, ive locked up my depression and thrown away the key, so ive been happy all day. josh and i are still close, and i told him how i felt....he might not be able to give me what i deserve, but i have everything to give that he deserves, so i told him not to worry about me, im fine, and he asked if i was sure...i was smiling wide and told him "Just being right here, next to you makes me the happiest ive been in a long time" so then he held my hand and kissed me. thats all i needed. well, i wrote a poem today....here it goes
YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE THE TIME FOR ME,
BUT IVE GOT PLENTY FOR YOU,
AND I CANT JUST FORGET MY FEELINGS,
PRETENDING IS NOT WHAT I DO.
IM SORRY FOR WHATEVER PROBLEMS YOU MIGHT HAVE,
I JUST WANT TO MAKE THEM RIGHT,
AND NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES,
I WILL PUT UP A FIGHT.
I WILL STAY BY YOUR SIDE,
EVEN IF YOU WANT ME TO GO,
NO MATTER HOW YOU PUSH ME AWAY,
ILL JUST TELL YOU NO.
YOU DONT HAVE ENOUGH TIME OR LOVE,
SO DONT WORRY ABOUT ME,
I WILL GIVE YOU ALL YOU NEED,
ILL TREAT YOU RIGHT AND MAKE YOU HAPPY.
YOU WORRY THAT IM HURTING,
WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE IN PAIN,
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO NEEDS MY HELP,
AND HELPING YOU KEEPS ME SANE.
JUST LET ME GIVE YOU THE LOVE I HAVE,
I WANT NOTHING IN RETURN,
MY LOVE FOR YOU MAKES ME HAPPY,
AND THATS SOMETHING YOU WILL LEARN.
I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU,
THATS JUST HOW MUCH I CARE,
AND NO MATTER WHAT DONT FORGET,
FOR YOU I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE.
-by kimberly miller
please do not copy or steal this...if so, please give me credit.
i hope you liked it, tell me what you think.