The hardest battle you're ever gunna fight ...is the battle just to be you...
~Hey ya'll! ARE YOU READY FOR THE ONE AND NOT ONLY WEEKEND UPDATE?!?!.. Well, here it goes:
~Friday: We went to the BEACH! Which was SO much fun.. I am so glad it turned out so well.. I hung out with Mary most of the time and then I hung out with Heather, Jessica, and Kaccey for the most part.. then we got back and had some shitty ass ice cream.. then I stayed after school as usual with Mary, Chantise, Lacey, and TREY.. we watched Trey and his friends play basketball and then all his friends left so Trey and I passed the basketball back and forth as usual.. we were listening to music also.. because I had my CD player because I brought it for the beach.. it was fun.. then Trey and Chantise and Lacey got picked up..:'(.. then my mum came and picked Mary and I up after a lil bit.. Mary and I got ready for the dance and then we went.. it was SO fun.. until Christina had to go and say "I was dancing on a guy and I let him bust a nut on my back.. she "saw" his pants unzipped and some liquid running down my back" BULLSHIT! Whatever.. I was about to hit her.. I had so many people on my side and SO many people were holding me back.. and finally she ran into the bathroom crying and called her grandma to come pick her up.. she came up with this bullshit excuse that "she didn't want to hit me because she didn't wanna go to jail".. whatever.. then someone today told me that she likes getting into fights with white girls because she thinks they can't/won't fight back and I'm sorry but I do and will fight back.. so I gave her a slap in the face.. she fucking got beat up by a 6th grader last year because she can't fight.. I found that quite funny.. I wish I could have hit her.. then Mary came back to my house and we started making out shirts.. then we went to sleep..
~Saturday: Mary and I went up to Birch Run because we needed to find our graduation outfits.. Mary got this really cute shirt with brown jeans and this belt thing.. it was so cute on her.. I got slippers.. haha.. no I'm wearing jeans to graduation.. I really don't care.. and I will wear and "nice" shirt just for my mum.. and then we went and got my nails and my mum's nails done.. they turned out really good.. and then Mary and I went in to "Bargin Hunterz" and someother store.. it was funny.. becuase we were in the Dort Mall when we got our nails done.. when we went into the other store we found SOO much body jewelry and bongs and pipes.. it was SO funny.. we saw these two teenage.. like 18/19 year old guys that walk in and bought a bong.. we were laughing SO hard.. then we left and came back to my house and did more on our shirts.. we then went to bed..
~Sunday: Mary and I woke up and finished our t-shirts.. we then went to see "The Longest Yard" with Max and Kyle.. that was such a GOOD movie.. then we went back to Max's house were Kyle got mad at me because I'm an idiot and don't know when people get jealous because I have never been jealous so I felt REALLY bad and now he won't talk to me.. I kinda wish we would have never gone out because now everything is so retarded and I hate it.. I really hope we get everthing worked out because I love him to death and I don't know what I would do with out him as a friend.. I mean don't get me wrong I'm glad we did go out it is just I think I was pressured into it because I really didn't want a boyfriend for the rest of this year because I always felt bad when I would flirt with other guys.. so yeah.. anyways.. I do love Kyle though! Don't get me wrong.. I am so glad we went out.. I'm just sorry I had to hurt him! :( Then Mary and I left and I took Mary home and then I came home and went to bed..
~Monday: went to school.. went to honors assembly which I didn't have to go to because I got a C so I was kicked off.. so I went to that boring ass thing for no reason.. whatever.. okay then went to second hour.. had fun.. and yeah.. day went on.. then I stayed after with Lacey and Chantise.. AGAIN!.. then came home.. got into a fight with my parents which REALLY helped me be happy.. and now.. I'm just in a daze.. not really sure what my feelings on life are right now.. the end of the year is supposed to be fun.. and I end up getting into the most drama because stupid people talk to me.. so if you are stupid then DON'T TALK TO ME! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT! Please just save me the aggrivation of having to go off on you.. because I will.. don't worry..
~*~Kat~*~