"Not growin' up just growin' old"

[kitty_van_kat]

Ok, I've been in a very strange mood these last few days... I don't know what brought it on either, but it may be the ol' birthday creeping up on me. I've just felt really blah, and down and nothing really seems a lot of fun, and when I do do something, it's like I 'shouldn't' be doing it... like I'm not supposed to be doing all the fun things I used to, but I still do like the activities very much. I feel like Elaine on Seinfeld when she was sharing a cab and she's like 'What am I doing? I'm not a woman, I'm a child'. It's a very strange feeling, it comes and goes sometimes but it hasn't been this bad in a while.

Yeah, I know, deep thoughts on a Wednesday afternoon isn't helping me either I'll tell you. And I was listening to Craig Smith in the car and 'Not Sure Not Sure' popped up and ... hence the quote for this entry.

I dunno, maybe it's the damn weather, lack of Vitamin D (I swear I'm gonna get rickets soon). I tried makin myself look all pretty this morning and that helped a little but it's drizzling rain and foggy out and just plain nasty.

Okily Dokily.... I have Timmies in me and yes, I'm at work but, hopefully I'll be able to perk up a little... I'm starting to disturb draconis_magus with my unusual quietness. It'll pass... and I'll most likely be yakking her ear off and she'll wish for the quietness! lols