I've had time to think...
No matter what happened in the past, it won't change.
They are treating me like crap now, but that's just how they are. I can't change that either.
Though this past week hasn't been a world full of rainbows and jolly ranchers, I've realized it's my last time being here.
I lost a friend here, I thought he was cool at first, but he just turned out to be a jackass.
I was treated like shit here, I was hoping for a celebration, since I haven't seen them for a year. The least I was expecting was conversation, but that is hard to come by.
Now I am trying to hang out with someone but we can't get a ride... lol
Even if Asimov and Jane Austen have been my bffl's here, I only have a couple days left, so I don't have to be upset anymore.
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Also I almost know who my true friends are, although some of them I barely know.
At least Vanessa will respond to a myspace message, while Meghan won't respond to a text.
It's really sad that I have deluded myself into thinking that I really have true friends, I don't. Hopefully my bluntness to Meghan will change that.
It really sucks when the only time people will change is when you cry...
I should try this on my parents? Or my friend?
No it's a waste of energy.