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I can't thing straight anymore. People keep telling me all these things like my b/f is cheating or is gonna cheat on me. I don't want to believe any of them. But I was on this one site him and I are both on and some of the comments he left on other female's pics. He says there's no chance of him ever meeting any of these chicks and it's just mindless flirting because he's a big flirt online, but it bugs me. I don't want to tell him how much it bugs be because I don't want him to think I'm over obsessive and a jealous bitch. He asked me if I flirt online and I told him not really. Then he was like, then how did we meet and shit..I told him I do flirt when I'm single, not with someone. I have my morals. I guess he didn't see the bulletin on myspace I posted where it asked me what my biggest fear was. I said not being able to see my daughter again, and losing my b/f. I'm tired of guys playing childish games and I thought this one was gonna be different. At the beginning it seemed like he was different, but with all this weird flirting going on with random chicks who I knows he would love to be with I don't know what to think anymore. I know probably no one is gonna read this since no one seems to ever be on here. I mean it's been a while since I was actually on too. But I might come on here and just use this as a place to vent if anyone reads it or not.