Psych!
So it seems like I got into a huge dispute with soooome of lao gong's friends. I don't know, yesterday I guess what hurt me so much, was why they said some things they said about lao gong. The things they called him and well one of his friends decided to push me into the dirt and rub all the things I did wrong. And then blame everything on me in hoping I guess to win an argument that I really don't know what it was. In the end he was just throwing things about me into the argument, and now well I guess he and i are on bad terms. Rather we are going our separate ways. I don't want to have anything to do with that kid. x.X; Through the time when I was talking with those two friends, little did I know that I was holding on to one of Armand's friend's. And he really did do a lot for me. He heard me out and helped me keep my emotional status. Otherwise I would've killed the two friends. But I duuno, I guess they would've done the same......to me. For some reason, I was a scapegoat they used as a basis for their argument. Just because of the things that happened in the past. I don't control anyone, if I did, and do have a mind of their own, they can choose not to do it. This isn't some anime, and I'm not a peacemaker trying to play and control everyone. I am not God. or whomever you guys believe in. Also, when you love someone, you tend to oversee their bad side. And when someone comes up to you and rubs in your face what a bad bf/gf your bf/gf makes, pray tell me, how do normal people feel? Wouldn't you guys try to stand up to the person you love? WOuldn't you try to defend him/her, regardless how true some of the things they say to you? I don't know, I have heard enough. I don't want to hear anymore things about lao gong being this and that. This situation makes me want to drink. But if I do drink, I have a feeling what lao says may be true. I'll kill all those that surrouund me.. A few apologies to certain people..^^;
~Lao gong: For the past 3 years you have put up with my shit. Today I am where I am because of you. THank you lao gong..You've helped me out emotionally and whatnot. I really am touched. Shieh shieh lao gong!:D ^_^ ::HUGS!:: I heart you!<3
~Geoff: Man, you're cool!:D Those days in summer and winter break.xD When we stayed up to play gunbound and isketch.... You are the best! ^_^ Thanks Geoff. Even more thanks for Last night. =) Arigatou!<3
~Shawn: You are also a great friend.=3 It is nice talking to someone with a nice NY attitude.xD Reminds me of home.^_~ ::grins.:: If you come back to Ny shawn, please don't hesitate to stop by.=3 <3 bing is not far from syracuse too! ^_^ But shawn, thanks for understanding. =) ::hugs!:: I hope you feel better hon...
~Sue: Girl, you are awesome!:D Thanks for helping Armand through this, and encouraging him to come to school. I still hope I can meet you some day.:) Take care and thanks again.=3
Well that is about how much my list goes. sure Armand has a lot of other friends, you guys rock too.=) I hope you guys still want to meet me of some sorts. I'm still keeping the promise that I will come to OR. I just don't know when.:-/ But I promise I will. To see Jim and Armand dance xD , to see Sue so I can talk with her and such to see shawn, sean, and Cory! Haha EQ partner.^_^ who didn't like to talk..;) I hope he is not mad at mee.>_<; Geoff, isketch/gunbound partner haha.xD and more... x)~ JOSHIE!<3 haha Yaganeh that is.xD I dunno why I call him "Joshie" now. He is like a homie dude lol.^_^; yay! And Richard too! ^_^ You guys are awesome. Thanks for being my friend, I really truly hope i can see you guys someday. =) Anyhow I have psych quiz today. ARGH.x.X Must go study..X.x; And find something to eat and fill my stomach. I don't think I have ever been as angry as I had been yesterday..O.o; Cept for a situation in HS, even then I don't think I got that mad. But oh well, my eyes have dark circles under them. I need sleep...beeeeep. haha..^^ Love ya lao gong! And I always will!<3 Like your friends, I promise I'll always stand up to you and defend you when the time comes.=) ::hugs!:: Love youuu!!<3
~Kit
~Lao gong: For the past 3 years you have put up with my shit. Today I am where I am because of you. THank you lao gong..You've helped me out emotionally and whatnot. I really am touched. Shieh shieh lao gong!:D ^_^ ::HUGS!:: I heart you!<3
~Geoff: Man, you're cool!:D Those days in summer and winter break.xD When we stayed up to play gunbound and isketch.... You are the best! ^_^ Thanks Geoff. Even more thanks for Last night. =) Arigatou!<3
~Shawn: You are also a great friend.=3 It is nice talking to someone with a nice NY attitude.xD Reminds me of home.^_~ ::grins.:: If you come back to Ny shawn, please don't hesitate to stop by.=3 <3 bing is not far from syracuse too! ^_^ But shawn, thanks for understanding. =) ::hugs!:: I hope you feel better hon...
~Sue: Girl, you are awesome!:D Thanks for helping Armand through this, and encouraging him to come to school. I still hope I can meet you some day.:) Take care and thanks again.=3
Well that is about how much my list goes. sure Armand has a lot of other friends, you guys rock too.=) I hope you guys still want to meet me of some sorts. I'm still keeping the promise that I will come to OR. I just don't know when.:-/ But I promise I will. To see Jim and Armand dance xD , to see Sue so I can talk with her and such to see shawn, sean, and Cory! Haha EQ partner.^_^ who didn't like to talk..;) I hope he is not mad at mee.>_<; Geoff, isketch/gunbound partner haha.xD and more... x)~ JOSHIE!<3 haha Yaganeh that is.xD I dunno why I call him "Joshie" now. He is like a homie dude lol.^_^; yay! And Richard too! ^_^ You guys are awesome. Thanks for being my friend, I really truly hope i can see you guys someday. =) Anyhow I have psych quiz today. ARGH.x.X Must go study..X.x; And find something to eat and fill my stomach. I don't think I have ever been as angry as I had been yesterday..O.o; Cept for a situation in HS, even then I don't think I got that mad. But oh well, my eyes have dark circles under them. I need sleep...beeeeep. haha..^^ Love ya lao gong! And I always will!<3 Like your friends, I promise I'll always stand up to you and defend you when the time comes.=) ::hugs!:: Love youuu!!<3
~Kit