Stuck at work
So here I am working 13 hours today so that the owners can go and enjoy the fourth celebrations and B can hang with her boyo. Mine sadly went home last night after constant 11 day company *sigh*
So things have been going here. Got back from the wedding in one piece, didn't get paid for 6.5 hours on my paycheck (this has been corrected and will be reflected on my next pay check) I really dislike mondays since I end up doing like 14 rooms whether they be something akin to refreshes or actual deep cleaning *bleh* and I have five weeks left to go. And then I can kiss this place goodbye. I don't ever want to live here again or even come up here. I'll stick to the state on the other side of the border thank you very much. Although the lake has a fun hill with trails, that is about the only good thing, that and the summer nights that smell of summer. ooo those are nice. I've started moving things back to p town and have decided to try and spend my days off there cuz there i can be me. Here I feel like I always have to watch my step and I can truly unwind and just be me. I think I like the life of student right now better than anything else. I'm starting to feel just a tad boxed in with work and apartment cuz those are really the only two places I go cuz I'm just too tired to go anywhere after work and getting round on bike when you are tired isn't worth it. After six odd weeks I'm tired of being on the defensive and having to be guarded. They talk about one of the girls who left behind her back after telling her that she lost hours because those of us with internships needed more hours instead of truthfully telling her that they disliked her work ethics. I'm just sick of it all that and not sure where the line between professionality and personal lie. They mix it up here so much it give me a headache trying to play the game. One one hand they are very friendly and personable but at the same time the professionality lacks and its like not knowing how much to reveal or not reveal anything and they think you are stuck up or shy. arg. That and I find myself getting grumpy and angry and resentful while at work and it makes me sick but at the same time don't know how to stop it. I mean I feel like I end up pulling a lot more work (like 14 rooms) when I know other people are working different departments but I still just feel jipped. *Sigh*
In other news my computer is acting up yet again. The screen flickers or rather shakes really really bad so I have to take poor lappy into the warranty guys and figure out what is wrong with him. so sad. poor lappy.
I want to be with my friends and loved ones again. I want to leave this place behind and never return. I want to finish up my apartment room. I want to see my family.
So things have been going here. Got back from the wedding in one piece, didn't get paid for 6.5 hours on my paycheck (this has been corrected and will be reflected on my next pay check) I really dislike mondays since I end up doing like 14 rooms whether they be something akin to refreshes or actual deep cleaning *bleh* and I have five weeks left to go. And then I can kiss this place goodbye. I don't ever want to live here again or even come up here. I'll stick to the state on the other side of the border thank you very much. Although the lake has a fun hill with trails, that is about the only good thing, that and the summer nights that smell of summer. ooo those are nice. I've started moving things back to p town and have decided to try and spend my days off there cuz there i can be me. Here I feel like I always have to watch my step and I can truly unwind and just be me. I think I like the life of student right now better than anything else. I'm starting to feel just a tad boxed in with work and apartment cuz those are really the only two places I go cuz I'm just too tired to go anywhere after work and getting round on bike when you are tired isn't worth it. After six odd weeks I'm tired of being on the defensive and having to be guarded. They talk about one of the girls who left behind her back after telling her that she lost hours because those of us with internships needed more hours instead of truthfully telling her that they disliked her work ethics. I'm just sick of it all that and not sure where the line between professionality and personal lie. They mix it up here so much it give me a headache trying to play the game. One one hand they are very friendly and personable but at the same time the professionality lacks and its like not knowing how much to reveal or not reveal anything and they think you are stuck up or shy. arg. That and I find myself getting grumpy and angry and resentful while at work and it makes me sick but at the same time don't know how to stop it. I mean I feel like I end up pulling a lot more work (like 14 rooms) when I know other people are working different departments but I still just feel jipped. *Sigh*
In other news my computer is acting up yet again. The screen flickers or rather shakes really really bad so I have to take poor lappy into the warranty guys and figure out what is wrong with him. so sad. poor lappy.
I want to be with my friends and loved ones again. I want to leave this place behind and never return. I want to finish up my apartment room. I want to see my family.