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Holy.shit.
I'm exhausted. I got about 5 hours of sleep today and four and a half last night... maybe. I neeeed sleep, but it's so tempting to just stay up and smoke and talk the night away with your friends.
Heh.
So, coincidental as it is, Mike and I ended up...staying up a little later than everyone else the night after that last entry, if you know what I mean. It's been two days since and no drama or akwardness yet!!$@&%!#@ i think he honestly does like me, but he's kind of subtle about it, which I like a lot.. like, he just happens to put in Petty or 3EB when I come up there, and then there's just those looks-across-the-room...you just know those looks.
I realy like all the boys, and they're so caring and they always want to take care of me. Mike, Jay and Jeremy are the same way. Anytime I'm sad (usually when I'm homesick), Jay immidiately just knows and hangs around hugging me for as long as I need it.. Mike offers to make dinner for me and insisted on teaching me how to cook meat the other day, cause he knows I rarely have an actual meal, heh... and Jeremy's just always there and he's the least judgemental person ever, and i love that.
Yes. I <3 my boys.
I'm fuckin tired man. I have to finish this LotR paper. I fucking hate Lord of the Rings. And I am not afraid to admit it!
I'm exhausted. I got about 5 hours of sleep today and four and a half last night... maybe. I neeeed sleep, but it's so tempting to just stay up and smoke and talk the night away with your friends.
Heh.
So, coincidental as it is, Mike and I ended up...staying up a little later than everyone else the night after that last entry, if you know what I mean. It's been two days since and no drama or akwardness yet!!$@&%!#@ i think he honestly does like me, but he's kind of subtle about it, which I like a lot.. like, he just happens to put in Petty or 3EB when I come up there, and then there's just those looks-across-the-room...you just know those looks.
I realy like all the boys, and they're so caring and they always want to take care of me. Mike, Jay and Jeremy are the same way. Anytime I'm sad (usually when I'm homesick), Jay immidiately just knows and hangs around hugging me for as long as I need it.. Mike offers to make dinner for me and insisted on teaching me how to cook meat the other day, cause he knows I rarely have an actual meal, heh... and Jeremy's just always there and he's the least judgemental person ever, and i love that.
Yes. I <3 my boys.
I'm fuckin tired man. I have to finish this LotR paper. I fucking hate Lord of the Rings. And I am not afraid to admit it!