Critisism breads content
my dad just called me not to long ago...my mother has been crying...and its all my fault
i am writing this because at this point of time in my life, i have no mother, father, or siblings. I have been forbidden to come in any contact with them.
no i know how i feel, enlightened, there comes a time in a persons life where they just cant do anything anymore.
highlights from the conversation
"Who got you into school?" "I did." "No, what did your mother and i get you for your sats?" "a tutor" "So who got you into school?" "I did." "You just don't get it do you?"
"You quit at everything, you don't try. You quit at Market Basket and at Bjs" : those were my first two jobs when I was 13-16.
"When you fail at somethings ten times you ALWAYS try to do something the eleventh." "Why keep trying at something that has made me miserable for the past 19 years of my life?" "For one, I have only known you for 14 years." "Fourteen my mistake."
"What do you want from me, tell me!" "I want a father that is there for me and to have a conversation with me." "We have had conversations." "No, we have screaming matches."
"I hate the fact that you have had more of a relationship with Bobby than you ever had with me." "See there you go, you are acting like a child. You are jealous of a ten year old." "I am jealous about the relationship you have with your son, than you ever did with me." "I took you to the park all the time when you were little." "Yes, we I was little, not since then."
"I am not going to call you anymore and I will never have to take your shit again is that what you want?" "Yes." "Fine, goodbye Jessica."
my mother was crying in the backround... i bet bobby heard everything...and not one thing i said sunk it
he threatned to find ways into getting into my head, i am the one at fault, you are the adult and i am the child, when he basically wanted me to feel guilty the entire time.
i should write a book, the asshole, thats what he wants to call himself, by means go ahead. I bet right now, he is ripping up everything in my room, pictures, memories, things that i have bought. I have no more college fund, there is now nothing I can do.
my children will not have grandparents on my side, only great grandparents, I only want my mom. he is right he is the asshole...
i am sitting here because he pulled the one card that he knows is the strongest, the card that prevents me to talk to the woman who gave birth to me. What hurts the most? She wont talk to me either...he has turned her against her daughter
i am writing this because at this point of time in my life, i have no mother, father, or siblings. I have been forbidden to come in any contact with them.
no i know how i feel, enlightened, there comes a time in a persons life where they just cant do anything anymore.
highlights from the conversation
"Who got you into school?" "I did." "No, what did your mother and i get you for your sats?" "a tutor" "So who got you into school?" "I did." "You just don't get it do you?"
"You quit at everything, you don't try. You quit at Market Basket and at Bjs" : those were my first two jobs when I was 13-16.
"When you fail at somethings ten times you ALWAYS try to do something the eleventh." "Why keep trying at something that has made me miserable for the past 19 years of my life?" "For one, I have only known you for 14 years." "Fourteen my mistake."
"What do you want from me, tell me!" "I want a father that is there for me and to have a conversation with me." "We have had conversations." "No, we have screaming matches."
"I hate the fact that you have had more of a relationship with Bobby than you ever had with me." "See there you go, you are acting like a child. You are jealous of a ten year old." "I am jealous about the relationship you have with your son, than you ever did with me." "I took you to the park all the time when you were little." "Yes, we I was little, not since then."
"I am not going to call you anymore and I will never have to take your shit again is that what you want?" "Yes." "Fine, goodbye Jessica."
my mother was crying in the backround... i bet bobby heard everything...and not one thing i said sunk it
he threatned to find ways into getting into my head, i am the one at fault, you are the adult and i am the child, when he basically wanted me to feel guilty the entire time.
i should write a book, the asshole, thats what he wants to call himself, by means go ahead. I bet right now, he is ripping up everything in my room, pictures, memories, things that i have bought. I have no more college fund, there is now nothing I can do.
my children will not have grandparents on my side, only great grandparents, I only want my mom. he is right he is the asshole...
i am sitting here because he pulled the one card that he knows is the strongest, the card that prevents me to talk to the woman who gave birth to me. What hurts the most? She wont talk to me either...he has turned her against her daughter