tired, confused, and depressed

Sep 20, 2006 14:46

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Oh, my god!!! qalal September 22 2006, 02:41:32 UTC
Bonny, did you guys move to Missouri?? Are you near your family? I know you signed up for medical transcriptionist, but I thought that was in Oklahoma. I love you both soooo much and want only the best for you. I know that for Tony and I, getting away from my family and friends was what saved us. We had to get far enough away so that we had only ourselves to cling to. It was very hard, and a couple of times I almost ran home to Mama, but it's finally paying off. The trucking company is a good bet. I hope that satellite company pays dearly for deceiving people the way they have. You and Dale have youth on your side. That is not to say you are children, but that you guys have at leat a ten year start on us from when we moved here.

I hope you know how much we care. We are not able to show it financially, unfortunately; but anytime we can cheer you up, lift you up, or fire you up, we want to do so. I have never flat so positive about anyone in Dale's life as I do you. You two seem to be made for one another. You have what he needs and vice versa. Don't tell him this, but I think you may be a little more of a fighter, and a little stronger, but that will rub off on him with time. Bless you, my daughter. I wish that I could hug you right now. Please, know that we are here for you anytime you want to vent. you have the phone number here, don't you. You can always call collect. Just in case, it is 702-644-6885. We screen all our calls, so don't be put off my the lack of message on this end. We will call you back as soon as we get the message. I love you, Mom

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Re: Oh, my god!!! kitten_feathers September 22 2006, 14:58:53 UTC
*hugs you* I can't even begin to express how much that means to me. I'm so sorry that we didn't get the chance to tell you personally. Dale really wanted to, but he never got the chance to program your number into his new cell. I'm going to give it to him as soon as we talk today though! =)

As for living in Missouri, we aren't. Just him. The Prime HQ is in MO. So, I only got to stay for a couple of days, then I headed home. I would've stayed for the entire two months of training if they would have let me. =P

I'm staying here with dad. So far, so good. But I'm very careful about what I do or say around him. He's a volcano waiting to go off. And, don't get me wrong, I love him very much, but he scares me. I'm constantly on eggshells. I know he's been through a lot, but, sometimes he just picks a fight with me so he can vent,.. and I'm just getting to the point that I can't handle being his whipping post.

But we're gonna get out of here really soon. I'm going out again today to fill out applications to help us through the few months that Dale will be training. It's going to be tight for a bit, and some bills are probably going to slip, but that's okay. We'll be okay. We're not giving up! And who knows? Maybe we'll be able to come visit you real soon! PRAY FOR ME!! lol
I've NEVER had it this hard trying to find work!
I love you guys very much, and I'll talk to you soon! ;)

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