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hey evry1, jus chilln here in music tech class. OMG its like 100 degrees in here. im sittn rite bi the window too but im wayyy 2 lazi to get up n open it. Plus itll include me climbing over the computer desk and opening the hardest window in human histori. neway.....
Not much is goin on, i jus have nutn much to do in this class, so ima jus update randomly, haha. Im sopose to be doing mi senior project, bu the truth is im not evn done mi service, so im jus not gon start the slide show yet. Its due at the end of April neway, so BOO to starting it now.
The past few days have bin alil bit of a whirlwind, ESP last nite. Im doin alot better in skool tho, thats a HUGE plus. Im gettn all mi work done in English, which is tuff, but i think ima gona pass the test. Plus, i made up a realli cool skit for mi group project, and i have this kick ass dying speech, haha its nuts! Im still failinf physics terribli. i got mi latest test bak yesterday, 46! haha. i figure im deff gon fail all the tests, nomatter wat i do or how hard i studi, but in his class evn if thats the case, if u do all ur work, ull atleast pass with a D, maybe a C if ur nice to him. How bad is that? haha Gamps sucha fake hs, haha. Im jus reaaaaaaalllllli worried tho. If i dont get atleast a 67-D in his class for this semester, then ima have below a 64-F for mi cumulitive average n i wont graduate. GOD, thats suha scary thought. If i dont graduate ill die!
Frieds are goin good. HAPPI BIRTHDAY ASH! i i was gon write a huge thing in here for ya, but i just left a huge comment in ur own journal insted, ha. But so evry1 knows....ASH JOHNS IS THE SHIT! SHES MI BFF N I LOVE HER MORE THEN LIFE! HAPPI BIRTHDAY!!!!!! our new motto : TATOOS, PIERCINGS, AND STRIP CLUBS, HERE WE COME!!! haha. Me n jay are fine. no more fighting realli, we have ou moments tho<3
Guys, hahahahahaha, wat to say about guys. I think i hava crush....i dunno. I dont feel like liking ne1 rite now, im not in the mood, haha. But i cant help it. nothing will EVER come from it, i kno that for a fact, but its nice to have sum1 to talk 2 late at nite<333 neway...joe....blah....i wana be there for him wen he goes thru all this shit that he's goin thru. i kno its hard for him, its hard for me 2 to see him like this, but he knows i care about him more then nehting. he nows if it ever came to it id be there ina heartbeat for him. Im glad he trusts me enuff to be able to vent about shit n come to me wen he's down. i just hope he knows that ill always be here for him to do that. Thats all ive ever wanted was his friendship n trust. I wana be the one he comes to wen he's upset. so, we'll see how this "friend" thing goes. God, i jus dont wana loose him!!!
This weekend is gon be great!!!! Im not to sure wat ima do friday, but im deff goin out. If ne1 has ne suggestions or wants to chill, leme kno n hit me up. im DYING to go to the movies n see Hitch! neway.... Saturday is community service all day. Then ill be over ash's house for her party all nite. That shuld be fun. I think she's havn a DDR challenge too, hahaha, that shuld be fun watchn them, cuz god knows i cant do it for nutn, ha. Sunday is community service again, n then prolli studying n finishing up English work for the major test next monday on Frankenstein.
Prom....UUGGHH! i hate this. I ask 1 person, 1 person, Dom, n he makes a HUGE ass deal about it. Normalli, ppl are like "yea, ill go," "swy, i cant make it," or "leme get bak to ya 2marrow on that!" NO NO NO, i get a big dramatic speech on how he doesnt kno wat he wants to do, he needs to think about it n get bak to me wenever he figures out wat he wants to do. i mean COME ON!!!!!! is it realli THAT hard??? if hes thinkn in ne way that im tryn to rekindle sumthn that was in the past, hes REALLI mistaken. I jus thought id be kool to take him n i wuldnt have to hear him throw it in mi face that i dicked him over for jay last year for prom. Plus, i wana take sum1 special for senior prom, sum1 memorable. Dom was mi 1st love, the 1 tru n genuine thing ill never forget, so i wana share it with him. Plus, since i lost mi original date (TEAR!) then Dom wuld be the next choice. But as time passes, more n more i wana kick miself in the ass for askn, cuz im bein made to feel like an asshole. i dunno y, i just am. If he says yea, itll be awsome, cuz i think ash mite take on of his friends, who knows. Plus he knows evry1 in mi skool as it is n i jus think id have fun. If not, i alreadi know who im askn next, so im set. I just HATE not havn a deffinate date, ESP since i alreadi have mi dress n all. Im soOo afraid im gon end up w/ no1, ha. i kno that realli wont happen cuz dave will go with me if i needed him n asked him to, but thats wat it feels like. i wanted evrything set bi the begining of April, middle by the latest. this bs better be cleared bi then!
17 days til mi party n 19 til mi b-day, ahhhh! im realli happi too, cuz the 1 person i wanted to be there at mi party finalli came thru n is gon make it :) Im realli happi about that! That weekend is gon be CCRRAAZZYY!!!! ash, THE CAVE! haha. God, ima gon look soOo much different win the period of 1 week after mi b-day. Im gettn the tounge and Trigus (sp?) pierced, and im gettn mi tatoo. AHHH, cant wait! Ill get mi stomach pierced dwn the shore after the prom. Ill hava flat stomach bi then, haha i better!!
well, class is ending, time for Physics, UUUUGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!! hava great week evry1, n GOOD LUCK to all mi friends goin thru midterms in college this week! just think, next week is SPRING BREAK! haha. Love yas all<33333333
Not much is goin on, i jus have nutn much to do in this class, so ima jus update randomly, haha. Im sopose to be doing mi senior project, bu the truth is im not evn done mi service, so im jus not gon start the slide show yet. Its due at the end of April neway, so BOO to starting it now.
The past few days have bin alil bit of a whirlwind, ESP last nite. Im doin alot better in skool tho, thats a HUGE plus. Im gettn all mi work done in English, which is tuff, but i think ima gona pass the test. Plus, i made up a realli cool skit for mi group project, and i have this kick ass dying speech, haha its nuts! Im still failinf physics terribli. i got mi latest test bak yesterday, 46! haha. i figure im deff gon fail all the tests, nomatter wat i do or how hard i studi, but in his class evn if thats the case, if u do all ur work, ull atleast pass with a D, maybe a C if ur nice to him. How bad is that? haha Gamps sucha fake hs, haha. Im jus reaaaaaaalllllli worried tho. If i dont get atleast a 67-D in his class for this semester, then ima have below a 64-F for mi cumulitive average n i wont graduate. GOD, thats suha scary thought. If i dont graduate ill die!
Frieds are goin good. HAPPI BIRTHDAY ASH! i i was gon write a huge thing in here for ya, but i just left a huge comment in ur own journal insted, ha. But so evry1 knows....ASH JOHNS IS THE SHIT! SHES MI BFF N I LOVE HER MORE THEN LIFE! HAPPI BIRTHDAY!!!!!! our new motto : TATOOS, PIERCINGS, AND STRIP CLUBS, HERE WE COME!!! haha. Me n jay are fine. no more fighting realli, we have ou moments tho<3
Guys, hahahahahaha, wat to say about guys. I think i hava crush....i dunno. I dont feel like liking ne1 rite now, im not in the mood, haha. But i cant help it. nothing will EVER come from it, i kno that for a fact, but its nice to have sum1 to talk 2 late at nite<333 neway...joe....blah....i wana be there for him wen he goes thru all this shit that he's goin thru. i kno its hard for him, its hard for me 2 to see him like this, but he knows i care about him more then nehting. he nows if it ever came to it id be there ina heartbeat for him. Im glad he trusts me enuff to be able to vent about shit n come to me wen he's down. i just hope he knows that ill always be here for him to do that. Thats all ive ever wanted was his friendship n trust. I wana be the one he comes to wen he's upset. so, we'll see how this "friend" thing goes. God, i jus dont wana loose him!!!
This weekend is gon be great!!!! Im not to sure wat ima do friday, but im deff goin out. If ne1 has ne suggestions or wants to chill, leme kno n hit me up. im DYING to go to the movies n see Hitch! neway.... Saturday is community service all day. Then ill be over ash's house for her party all nite. That shuld be fun. I think she's havn a DDR challenge too, hahaha, that shuld be fun watchn them, cuz god knows i cant do it for nutn, ha. Sunday is community service again, n then prolli studying n finishing up English work for the major test next monday on Frankenstein.
Prom....UUGGHH! i hate this. I ask 1 person, 1 person, Dom, n he makes a HUGE ass deal about it. Normalli, ppl are like "yea, ill go," "swy, i cant make it," or "leme get bak to ya 2marrow on that!" NO NO NO, i get a big dramatic speech on how he doesnt kno wat he wants to do, he needs to think about it n get bak to me wenever he figures out wat he wants to do. i mean COME ON!!!!!! is it realli THAT hard??? if hes thinkn in ne way that im tryn to rekindle sumthn that was in the past, hes REALLI mistaken. I jus thought id be kool to take him n i wuldnt have to hear him throw it in mi face that i dicked him over for jay last year for prom. Plus, i wana take sum1 special for senior prom, sum1 memorable. Dom was mi 1st love, the 1 tru n genuine thing ill never forget, so i wana share it with him. Plus, since i lost mi original date (TEAR!) then Dom wuld be the next choice. But as time passes, more n more i wana kick miself in the ass for askn, cuz im bein made to feel like an asshole. i dunno y, i just am. If he says yea, itll be awsome, cuz i think ash mite take on of his friends, who knows. Plus he knows evry1 in mi skool as it is n i jus think id have fun. If not, i alreadi know who im askn next, so im set. I just HATE not havn a deffinate date, ESP since i alreadi have mi dress n all. Im soOo afraid im gon end up w/ no1, ha. i kno that realli wont happen cuz dave will go with me if i needed him n asked him to, but thats wat it feels like. i wanted evrything set bi the begining of April, middle by the latest. this bs better be cleared bi then!
17 days til mi party n 19 til mi b-day, ahhhh! im realli happi too, cuz the 1 person i wanted to be there at mi party finalli came thru n is gon make it :) Im realli happi about that! That weekend is gon be CCRRAAZZYY!!!! ash, THE CAVE! haha. God, ima gon look soOo much different win the period of 1 week after mi b-day. Im gettn the tounge and Trigus (sp?) pierced, and im gettn mi tatoo. AHHH, cant wait! Ill get mi stomach pierced dwn the shore after the prom. Ill hava flat stomach bi then, haha i better!!
well, class is ending, time for Physics, UUUUGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!! hava great week evry1, n GOOD LUCK to all mi friends goin thru midterms in college this week! just think, next week is SPRING BREAK! haha. Love yas all<33333333