Inspiration (A MaruDa Fanfic)
Title: Inspiration
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: MaruDa
Genre: Romance, Smut *coughs*
Disclaimer: Like I said, I ain't Johnny...
Summary: Ueda's feeling down and uninspired lately... and Maru is just what he needed...
Author's Notes: *blush* This is my first time writing MaruDa *coughs*smut*coughs*... so please go easy on me... Thanks to snowaltz for the fic recommendations - they were such a big help *hugs* ❤
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Ueda roamed his eyes around Johnny Kitagawa's office as he sat down on the plush leather sofa, carefully examining the surrounding as if it was his first time to come in there. He's been there before, a lot of times in fact, but it never ceased to amaze him - the beautiful paintings on the wall, intricate glass windows that provide a magnificent look over Tokyo, the pristine marble flooring... On one side of the wall were pictures of all of Johnny's talents, including him of course, elegantly framed and hung.
The secretary served him a cup of coffee and it was not long until the boss walked in.
Ueda stood up and bowed politely. "Good morning sir."
"Good morning." Johnny extended his hand a little, gesturing him to take a seat.
"Congratulations Ueda-kun on your solo concert", Johnny spoke, breaking the silence. "I never expected the reception it got from the people."
"Thank you sir", Ueda meekly replied.
"I'm thinking, how much would you like to release a solo album?" the older man proposed.
"Ueda fluttered. You want me to go solo sir?"
"No, no it's not what you think. Just a little something for the fans, like a token of gratitude", Johnny reassured him.
"I understand."
"And I think maybe you can add like, two or three more new songs, aside from the thirteen songs in your repertoire? For the limited edition release. You think you can do it son?"
"I'll try sir..."
"No, don't try. YOU do it!"
"Alright sir. I'll do it."
"That's my boy. I'll be expecting your new compositions in three weeks time. Do you understand?"
"Yes sir."
"Very well then, meeting adjourned. You may leave the room. Have a nice day."
"Thank you very much sir."
Ueda heaved a long sigh as he closed the office door. Somehow he felt heavy-hearted after the meeting. "I should be happy... this is my long-awaited dream after all..." he thought. "But why do I feel this way?" His thoughts were cut off when his mobile rang. It was Koki.
"Hey Uebo, you done already?"
"Yes. I'm on my way to the studio."
"Okay then, see you!"
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Ueda was greeted happily by his friends the moment he got to the studio.
"Congratulations Tat-chan!" they all cheered.
"Man, you really leveled up this time huh? I'm so proud of you", Kame said as he gave Ueda a pat on the back.
"Geez, I wish I could have a solo concert too..." Jin said.
"Then it would really be just a solo concert literally... coz no one's gonna be there, not even us!" Junno remarked. "Ne, Uepi? You should be mad at this guy coz he didn't watch your show..." he added, as Jin started running after him around the room which made everybody, except Ueda, burst out laughing.
Ueda just gave a weak smile and muttered a soft 'thank you'. He glanced at Maru who was looking at him in an indescribable way. Maru approached Ueda and shook his hand. "Congrats dude!" he said, and returned to his seat next to Koki.
Dude? Hearing that word broke Ueda's heart a little. Not because it was offending. It's been a few weeks since Maru told him he liked him, after one of their radio shows. But he didn't bring it up again, and had been acting all aloof and distant towards him ever since. So was it all that he was to him? Just another dude? Just a friend? Thinking about it made Ueda so confused.
"Guys, can I go ahead?" Ueda picked up his bag and made way to the door.
"But wait, I thought we have dinner plans later?" Junno asked.
"Some other time, promise. I just want to go home and get some rest. Sorry." And he left, leaving the rest of the guys with puzzled look on their faces.
Ueda was not aware that Maru followed him.
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Upon reaching his room, Ueda tossed his things to the nearby chair and sat on the edge of his bed. He sighed. "Did Maru really mean it when he told me he had feelings for me? How come he's acting so cold? What am I to him? Is it because I didn't give him my answer right away?" So many questions were in his head. He took his guitar, reached over his bedside drawer for some pieces of paper and a pen, and started strumming and singing.
I don't mind writing down that I love you
But what can I say?
I've lost my way
How do I find the words to express my feelings for you
I'm lost without you
But I keep on writing on...***
He realized the reason why he was feeling down lately.
A single drop of tear escaped Ueda's eye.
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He must have fallen asleep crying... it was already dark outside and inside his room as well. Ueda glanced at the clock- 7:15 pm. It's time for dinner, but somehow he didn't feel like eating.
Suddenly, Ueda heard a knock on his door. It was Maru.
"What are you doing here?"
"Nothing... well actually I..." Maru looked at Ueda, whose eyes were a little swollen. "Have you been crying?"
Ueda rubbed his eyes. "Ah... no... I just woke up from my nap..."
"Are you sure? Coz you don't look alright..."
The younger man looked down the floor. He didn't know how to answer Maru. Finally, he asked him, "Um... about that day, when you told me you like me, did you really mean it?"
There was silence.
"Yucchi?"
"Yes. I meant it", Maru finally answered.
"Tell me... how much do you want me?"
"More than you think..."
"How come I don't feel it?"
"Coz I don't know if you feel the same way too."
"But I do."
Maru was at loss for words.
"Please show me..." Ueda spoke. "I want to feel it... I need to feel it... even just this one time..."
Ueda moved close to Maru until only a few centimeters separated them from one another. Looking at each other's eyes, sharing every breath...
"Are you sure about this?"
"I am." Ueda closed his eyes.
Maru lifted Ueda's chin, traced his full luscious lips with his index finger, before meeting them with his own. Ueda wrapped his arms around Maru and rested one of his hands on the crook of the other guy's neck. Maru pressed his lips harder against Ueda's lips and separated them with his tongue, as he carried Ueda and lay him down his bed. "You have no idea how much I desire to be with you like this", he said. Maru took off his shirt and kissed Ueda again, as his right hand started unbuttoning the boxer's long-sleeved polo. Maru playfully encircled one of Ueda's taut nipples with his thumb, while planting small butterfly kisses on his cheek, ear, neck, then down his chest. Soon enough, the thumb that was caressing Ueda's nipple was replaced with Maru's tongue, giving it a couple of licks with some occasional nibbling that made Ueda whimper in delight.
Ueda ran his hands up and down Maru's bare back then made their way inside the latter's loose pants. The former carefully stroked Maru's soft bottom, tracing the line that separated the two cheeks. Then one of the hands moved to the front, touching Maru's hard erection. Maru let out a soft moan as Ueda stroked its entire length.
Maru removed Ueda's hand from his pants. "Not too fast Tatsuya..." he whispered. He entangled his long dainty fingers with Ueda's hard calloused ones, lovingly examined each hardened knuckle, and kissed them. "You've been working too hard... don't overdo it", he said, his eyes filled with concern.
"Don't worry about me, Yucchi. I'm fine, promise. Right now, I want you to concentrate on us... I want you to make me feel important. Don't stop... please..."
"Who says I'm going to stop?" Maru chuckled. "I want to feel you... to taste every inch of you..." He unbuckled Ueda's belt, unzipped his pants, and pulled it down to his legs along with his black boxer briefs. Ueda pushed his pants down even more until he was finally able to take it off. Then he shoved it with his foot sending the pair down the floor. Maru stared at Ueda's engorged member. "Wow, you're pretty turned on huh?" He smiled.
He raised an eyebrow. "Don't flatter yourself boy! Look who's talking!" Ueda retorted as he pointed Maru's visibly huge bulge on his pants. Maru just laughed, gave Ueda's ear a lick and whispered, "now you know how much I want you..." It was just a matter of time until all of Maru's clothes were on the floor as well. "Now I want you to flip over", Maru said.
Ueda did as he was asked. Maru pressed his naked body against Ueda's warm silky back, kissed his nape and shoulders as he dry humped him. It felt too good that he had to stop. No, I don't want to come yet, he thought. Ueda, noticing the sudden loss of movement, turned his head to the other guy. "Something wrong Yucchi?"
"Sssshhh", Maru hissed. He put his middle finger on Ueda's mouth for him to lick and suck. Then with his finger already wet, he slowly slipped it inside Ueda's tight backdoor.
"Ahhhh..." Ueda moaned.
"Does it hurt? You want me to stop?" Maru asked.
"No... please go on..." Sure it was an awkward feeling, but Ueda found it amazingly pleasurable. He's had past intimate relationships with a couple of women, and it was his first time to do it with a man. So this is how it feels... he thought.
Maru carefully moved his finger inside back and forth, eliciting ooohs and aaahs from the other guy. He attempted to insert a second finger which he successfully did. He never thought Ueda could be this accommodating... wonderful. The deed went on until the younger guy started trembling. Maru removed his fingers and turned Ueda over, making them face to face once more.
"You are so fucking amaz..." Ueda was about to speak some more when he was interrupted with Maru's kiss. "You haven't seen half of it yet", he bragged.
Maru lifted himself up, got on his knees, and started ravishing Ueda's lower body. His lips and tongue played around his navel, groin, and thigh. He then cupped Ueda's balls and gave them a gentle tug, sending the latter in ecstasy. There was a droplet of pre-cum on the tip of Ueda's cock, Maru licked it off before putting the thing inside his mouth. Ueda gasped and arched his back as Maru did some tongue-flicking action around the base, the shaft, all the way up to the head. And he repeatedly did so, with alternating fast and slow rhythmic bobbing of his head. After a few more minutes of intense gratification, Ueda came hot and hard inside Maru's mouth.
Maru wiped away the fluid that escaped on the side of his lips. He stood up and took out a tube of lubricant from his bag. "I'm ready for times like this", he laughed.
He squeezed an ample amount on his hand and applied it all over his manhood. He spread Ueda's legs apart and with one quick shove, he was inside him, Ueda's warmth encircling him. "Aaahh, fuck goodness", he cried, as he pumped in and out the other guy.
Ueda bit his lower lip and wrapped his legs around Maru's waist, one hand holding on to his headboard and the other grabbing the sheets. Heavy moans resonated throughout the entire room as Maru thrusted even faster, lust and desire emanating from their eyes.
Then Ueda suddenly requested, panting hard, "I want you to come on me."
Hearing this, Maru pulled out, and with a single pumping stroke, he released copious amount of cum on Ueda's belly. Maru collapsed beside Ueda, his cheeks pink. Ueda reached for some tissue to clean the mess they made.
"So that's how you like it huh?" Maru joked, still trying to catch his breath.
"I've always wanted to try it... I find it kinky", Ueda chuckled and winked.
"I'm sorry..." Maru said, as he ran his hand on Ueda's hair.
"What for?"
"For trying to ignore you lately."
"It's alright... you already made up for it. It was amazing." Ueda gave Maru's nose a peck then kissed his lips. "Thanks."
And they fell asleep wrapped in each other's arms.
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"I'm impressed Ueda-kun", Mr. Kitagawa said as he listened to Ueda's sample music. "I gave you three weeks but you managed to do so in less time", he added.
Ueda smiled. "What can I say sir, I'm pretty inspired." He looked at Maru who was standing beside him and he secretly gave his hand a gentle loving squeeze.
-THE END-
***Taken from the song "The Letter" by Monkey Majik. Check it out, it's really nice ^_____^d