I apologize if none of this makes any sense, I came back from Jersey with a really bad cold/sinus infection. I still have yet to determine what it is exactly, but regardless it's driving me nuts and is making things a little difficult for me.
I said I was going to post my resolutions for the new year, so I am. They may be kind of lame, but they're overall goals that will lead to happiness and that's all that matters really.
- Lose Weight: Everyone tells me that I'm not that big, but I feel that I am. Damn society for screwing with every female mind. I don't want to be toothpick skinny, but I just want to shed some pounds so that I feel better about myself. I realize that with the way my body is built that if I lost a lot of weight I would look unhealthy. Besides, I like my chest size and I don't want them to shrink :D
- Find a Job: It feels like it's going to be a good year, so hopefully something good will finally come my way. I also promise to have a better outlook on finding a job and to stay positive. The reason I don't have a job right now is probably all the negativity coursing through my veins from job recruiters and the like.. well, oops ^^
- Travel: I know Sam will be happy about this one. I want to see more things out in the world. Maybe it's the cabin fever talking or maybe my eyes are opening to more things, but I wanna see what the world has for me to discover :)
- Cook More: I want to cook more. I want to learn about a million new recipes so that way I never get tired of eating the same things over and over again. That benefits my tummy in numerous ways and it's excited. I also want to bake more. Considering mom got me a cake decorating kit for Christmas I feel that I should practice with it if I should reach my mid-life crisis career change earlier than expected XD
- Be Me: I realize that for the most part I've found myself. I'm a kitsune (not in the weird furry way though... >.>;). I'm not afraid to be myself anymore. I don't have to hide things I like from anyone for fear of what they'll think - whether they think I'm weird, or they're jealous in some fashion, or they flat out don't approve. Screw that. You can't live life in a closet like that. But I resolve to further find myself, so that I'm even happier with myself than I already am ^^
And I'm sure there's more, but these are the things that are important to me, at least right now anyway.
I've been hardcore pvping with my hunter and now she's got her epic pants. She's well on her way to becoming something great. I've also started a BE rogue on an RP server. It's actually a lot of fun, and I'm not sure if it's because it's an RP server or I just need adventure, but I have a story unfolding in my head while I play with her. It's great. And the people who RP are fun to talk to and very friendly.
It's a new year and things are good. I can't ask for more than that ^^