[FIC] Sleepwalking
Ueda moaned, his fingers running through Yamapi’s hair as his back arched off the door Yamapi pressed him up against. Yamapi nipped at the junction of Ueda’s neck and shoulder, licking, sucking and biting whatever delicious skin he came across the older man’s fair skin. His hand was already wandering all over Ueda’s half-naked sweaty body, one rested by Ueda’s side to keep the small figure balanced. Ueda scraped his nails across the tiny hairs on Yamapi’s neck before forcing Yamapi’s head up into a demanding passionate kiss. Their tongues dueled, fighting for dominance within Yamapi’s mouth. Yamapi’s fingers ran up the length of Ueda’s hip and waist before he began to tease the nub on Ueda’s chest, and Ueda arched more to the touch as he gasped in Yamapi’s lips, much to Yamapi’s amusement and pleasure. It didn’t take too long for Yamapi to hear Ueda’s sensuous moans again when he started to grind their hips against each other. Yamapi’s lips trailed down Ueda’s torso again as Ueda threw his head back against the door, heaving his chest for the need of air. His grip tightened on Yamapi’s shoulders when he felt the younger’s hand ghosted closer to his crotch.
This is crazy. Ueda tried to get back his senses through the mist of his lustful clouded mind. How did they even end up half naked in Johnny’s changing room together, alone? Not too long ago, Ueda was sure they were just having a friendly boxing sparring at Johnny’s gym, that’s not anything new. Ueda and Yamapi had always been one of the regular visitors at the gym. Together with a few seniors and juniors. That evening they were working up after work and had a little friendly chat, which is not anything new either. And actually being half naked to change at the gym’s changing room together wasn’t anything new. The only new thing that happened here is that they practically kissing the hell out of each other right there and then.
I wanna see you my baby, look up to the sky it’s a beautiful blue
Imagine, close my eyes, I feel so good I’m going into my dream.
I can soar to the sky, I embrace you
I wanna kiss you so crazy, I gotta make you say ‘do it’
Now, we’re in paradise.
(oh I love you) Now can you believe me? Baby even if you don’t remember me.
Love is sleepwalking, it’s the taste of honey, you’re sweeter than any drug
Why am I sleepwalking? I can’t think about it anymore
Nobody wakes me up, paradise on Earth is rising
Nobody wakes me up, love is sleepwalking.
The coherent thoughts in Ueda’s mind suddenly fly away as he jerked himself up at the touch of the former hand wrapping around his erection. His quiet moans soon got louder when Yamapi’s hand started to pump him and accelerated in speed. At that very moment, neither of them really cared if anyone actually walked in them. If they’re lucky enough, their colleagues might probably head home already. Gently enough, Yamapi stabilized Ueda up before tugging Ueda’s boxer away and running along his leg to wrap around Yamapi’s waist. Ueda’s breathing was halted upon feeling a finger pressing against his now exposed hole. As he tried to regain control of her breathing, Yamapi started his slow and sexual circles against Ueda’s nether lips.
“Sorry, I didn’t carry lube around. This will hurt a bit,” Yamapi whispered into Ueda’s ear, nipping at Ueda’s earlobe affectionately as he delicately inserted another finger. Ueda gasped, slamming his head against the door again as he groaned. His legs wrapped up tighter, curling his toes at the intrusion. His trembling hands were thrown around Yamapi’s neck knowing he had trouble keeping himself in that position. After a few seconds, Yamapi could feel Ueda’s muscles started to relax and he began scissoring inside the man.
“Pi,” Ueda whimpered as Yamapi’s thumb teased the tip of his leaked erection. “Do it,” he managed to whisper. And Yamapi slowly pulled out his fingers and carefully pushed his shaft into Ueda’s tight hole, both moaning at the friction of their bare flesh. Ueda’s nails dug into Yamapi’s skin as Yamapi began to move. Rocking his hips, he allowed Yamapi to set their tempo moaning into the younger’s neck. “Fa- Faster,” Not one to disappoint, Yamapi thrust into the boxer faster and deeper. Closing his eyes, Ueda felt the stretch turn to a pleasant burn, moaning when he felt Yamapi's cock brush against his prostate. Yamapi’s hand continually pumping Ueda’s erection trapped between them, breathing hard as he felt the atmosphere was too heavy for them to comprehend.
Pulling out of Ueda almost completely, Yamapi thrust back into the copper haired man, earning him a scream of pleasure from the latter. Growling at the tightness surrounding him, Yamapi gripped his partner’s ass to keep him in place and began fucking him roughly with short thrusts. Ueda squeezed his eyes shut at the intense pleasure. A growling heat sensation built up pooling inside him as his cock kept pumped in the same rhythm with Yamapi’s thrusts, rubbing against the younger’s perfect abs with each movement, and Yamapi’s cock was pounding into his prostate with each deliciously brutal thrust.
Biting his lips hard Ueda convulsed in Yamapi’s arms once his orgasm took over, spurting his seed across their well-toned abs. And Yamapi came just after another few thrusts, supporting Ueda’s limp body before pulling out. Unwrapping his legs from Yamapi’s waist, Ueda attempted to stand up, only to have his legs failed him. Cautiously Yamapi caught the man and slowly sit them down. His own legs worn out, and he was sure he can no longer pick the man up.
*****
“Pi, you’re going straight home? Or do you have anything else to do?” Ryo locked his locker, tugging his jacket as he turned to his best friends, as well as his band mate. Exhaustion was visible in his droopy eyes, since it’s obvious that he have to film Kanjani8 show followed by NEWS dance rehearsal.
“Are you going home alone with that, Ryo?” Yamapi answered with a question instead, pointing at Ryo’s face to emphasize his obviously tired expression.
“I’ll be just fine, thank you very much,” Ryo rolled his eyes, slightly annoyed that Yamapi tried to change the subject. “Besides, I’m crushing at Hiro’s place tonight, so he’ll drive me home,”
Yamapi nodded as if he was thinking deep. “Send my regards to Hiro then,”
“You’re not tagging along?” Ryo frowned. “You looked distracted the whole day, you should join us,” but Yamapi replied with a smile and shook his head.
“I need to settle something today,” he said before bidding his best friend goodbye and head towards KAT-TUN’s dressing room. When he reached the said room, the band members were already packing up, ready to head home. His eyes scanned through the room, searching for the particular man.
“Oh, hi, Pi! Haven’t seen you for quite long, how are you doing?” Kame greeted, approaching the NEWS member.
“Hi,” Yamapi replied awkwardly. “I’ve been fine,” his eyes stole a glance towards Ueda who seemed busy packing his stuff.
“You really are busy lately. I watched your movie, it was really good. And how was your solo tour? Though I’m sure it must be a big success but really, it must be tiring to go back and forth. Are you debuting soon anyway?” Yamapi wondered why at this particular moment Kame suddenly decided to be a little bit too friendly and talkative especially when the fact that Ueda ignored him was kind of disturbing.
“Yeah, I haven’t really discussed that with my manager though,” Yamapi answered, trying to get away from the conversation.
“Oh you should. I think it’s time for you to have your own record label since you debuted and it would be a waste if you just let it be. I know, how about we-“
“Kame, I’m sorry,” Yamapi cut his friend off when he realized Ueda already walked out of the dressing room. “Let’s talk some other time, I have something to do. I’m really sorry,” he managed to apologize before leaving the confused Kame behind as he chased the older man to the hallway.
“Wait, Ueda,” Yamapi caught up with him, grabbing the man’s arm.
“What?” Ueda looked at Yamapi, confused.
“Look, don’t you want to talk? About...” Yamapi paused for a moment. “About us,”
“Us?” Ueda blinked. “You mean what happened yesterday at the changing room?” Ueda’s eyebrows rose.
“Yeah. I mean, come on, let me send you home and we’ll talk about this. We’ve gone too far already,” Yamapi looked down to Ueda’s brown orbs.
“No, let’s forget about that. Whatever happened back then was a mistake, I promise it won’t happen again,” Ueda shook his head as he pivoted his heels to go.
“Mistake?” Yamapi yanked Ueda back to face him. “What do you mean mistake? Would you just let anyone fuck you in the changing room anytime then?”
“Don’t say it as if I’m a slut, Pi,” Ueda growled. “I didn’t know what had gotten into me that time, and neither did you. So let’s forget it, it was the biggest mistake in my life!”
“It wasn’t a mistake, don’t you get it?” Yamapi can barely suppress his urge to snap at the older man. “I’m in love with you, it wasn’t that hard to figure it out,” he said in exasperation. Ueda blinked a few times at the sudden confession. And Yamapi inclined, brushing away his blush as he realized what he had just said.
Ueda slowly shook his head again. “Pi, have you even woke up? We barely know each other, it’s impossible,”
“Do you really need a possible explanation for what I felt?” Yamapi argued, almost annoyed at Ueda’s answer. “It just happens, and we did what we did, and neither of us stopped and-“
“Pi, that’s not possible,” Ueda interrupted. “I was just losing control of myself. And let’s-“
“Tell me, then,” Yamapi sighed heavily, tired of interrupting each other. “What should I do so you’ll believe me?” the pleading look shot Ueda’s eyes and for a split second, Ueda could feel his heart skipped a beat. Yamapi’s eyes were deep, he felt like he almost drawn into them.
The future is vague, so I wonder why I lose control (the future is so)
You know what? The condition is zero gravity
A spell for me hypnotizing the secret world.
Now can you believe me? Baby even if you don’t remember me
Love is sleepwalking, it’s the taste of honey, you’re sweeter than any drug
Why am I sleepwalking? I can’t think about it anymore
Nobody wakes me up, paradise on Earth is rising
Nobody wakes me up, love is sleepwalking.
I wanna see you my baby, look up to the sky it’s a beautiful blue
Imagine, close my eyes, I feel so good I’m going into my dream.
“Would you still do that if it wasn’t me, then?” Yamapi stepped closer, lowering his lashes as he entwined their fingers. Ueda could feel Yamapi’s breath against his face, warm and soft. And he unintentionally lowered his eyelids at the feeling. “Is it that hard to at least sit and think about how we feel for a second, Ueda?” Yamapi’s low tone was filled with anticipation, sending chills to Ueda’s spine. “If you’re really sure it wasn’t then we can quit,”
“It still felt like a dream,” Ueda himself wasn’t sure why he whispered back.
“Then let’s stay,” Yamapi answered before he lowered his head to plant a soft kiss on the man’s lips. It tasted so sweet and light that Ueda couldn’t help but tilted his head and deepened the kiss, ignoring all the perplexed gazes towards them and the fact that they were still in the middle of Johnny’s hallway.
At that moment, Ueda decided if this really was a dream, he wouldn’t want to wake up then.
~The End~