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so I don't live on the farm anymore, a bunch of crazy shit happened but it's all good.
I'm back in washington again, couch hopping and being a homeless kid.
my mom and Jamy split up, I'm staying (for the next night or so) at her new house with the couple she's dating.
I'm dating a boy named August, he's very sweet. we're in an open relationship which makes my life so much easier, and makes me whole heartedly happier. I'm also dating a boy named Jordan, he lives in Seattle and has a serious girlfriend of his own so it's nice having each other as secondaries, and it's especially nice not having any pressure from either of them to be anything but what I am.
I miss Jahan still every day. my heart is not as broken as it was but there are times when I ache still
and I just can't move for loneliness
August spent Valentines day with me.
I woke up to him standing over my sleeping form on the couch, him holding five dozen roses
I like him more then I've liked anyone in a long time.
He makes me feel safe and completely independent at the same time
I'm homeless and hopeless but at least there's someone who thinks about me before they go to sleep.
♥
I'm doing alot of modeling lately, did a shoot in Freeway Park and it turned out really awesome, I'm hoping I can continue with this as a profession or semi profession for a while.
something to keep me fed and stoned.
this summer I'm going to Sasquatch, Rainbow Gathering, and Gaia
I plan to be in California again by my birthday.
then work the season until I can't anymore and travel up north again.
I haven't written in here in forever. I'll try and keep up on it when I can.
sick today, tomorrow I have a show I'm going to, and on Monday I have a photoshoot in downtown Seattle.
I'm back in washington again, couch hopping and being a homeless kid.
my mom and Jamy split up, I'm staying (for the next night or so) at her new house with the couple she's dating.
I'm dating a boy named August, he's very sweet. we're in an open relationship which makes my life so much easier, and makes me whole heartedly happier. I'm also dating a boy named Jordan, he lives in Seattle and has a serious girlfriend of his own so it's nice having each other as secondaries, and it's especially nice not having any pressure from either of them to be anything but what I am.
I miss Jahan still every day. my heart is not as broken as it was but there are times when I ache still
and I just can't move for loneliness
August spent Valentines day with me.
I woke up to him standing over my sleeping form on the couch, him holding five dozen roses
I like him more then I've liked anyone in a long time.
He makes me feel safe and completely independent at the same time
I'm homeless and hopeless but at least there's someone who thinks about me before they go to sleep.
♥
I'm doing alot of modeling lately, did a shoot in Freeway Park and it turned out really awesome, I'm hoping I can continue with this as a profession or semi profession for a while.
something to keep me fed and stoned.
this summer I'm going to Sasquatch, Rainbow Gathering, and Gaia
I plan to be in California again by my birthday.
then work the season until I can't anymore and travel up north again.
I haven't written in here in forever. I'll try and keep up on it when I can.
sick today, tomorrow I have a show I'm going to, and on Monday I have a photoshoot in downtown Seattle.