oh wow
that's the only thing in my head right now because i can't believe i don't know my friends anymore. god this already sounds emo but everyone is gone in different directions. the really sucky thing is that we are all terrible at keeping in touch. and i'm guilty too. i just hate talking about the non-life that i have. thats my excuse. and amanda's leaving shortly. i don't know where this is going. i know where i wanted it to go but it took a turn at cry me a river blvd. so i'm shutting up now