Some things cant be explained
I had an unbelievable revelation last Saturday. Now, I don't know if it was the alcohol in him, but Crack told me something that I just could not believe. Until now, I'm still shocked, but in a very good way. I just hope whatever he has planned for us does work out in the end. It's kind of scary if you think about it, but its exciting as well. Theres that saying, "a drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts." Well I hope that applies in this case, because if it does... I would be the happiest woman in the world. It's just a matter of time and patience. I should believe that what he said could possibly come true, everything between Crack and I has been going really good. I'm told that I should be lucky that I have someone like him. I've been too afraid as of now, but I know that I am lucky. Well, lucky isn't the word I'd use, I'd say I'm blessed to have someone like Crack. Just for my own peace of mind, I did bring 'it' up again and he assured me that its all true. All he asks from me is not to change and all I ask from him is to be faithful. I'm just scared because a lot can happen, I mean A LOT! I'm not doubting our relationship, we're strong. I'm just afraid of the circumstances surrounding us as individuals, but GOD, FAITH, and LOVE will get us through anything!! It has been amazing and it will continue on that way!!