Break Me
Break Me
one-shot
Reita/Ruki
Rated NC-17
Ruki was just as stubborn as his lover and he didn’t cave easily.
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He was upset. It was obvious. But what had happened to bring about this irritation? They had been in the dressing room for a good 20 minutes cooling off from the show. Ruki had been trying to talk to him, play with him, just get a smile out of him, but it was all in vain. The only replies he did get were in the form of eye rolls or a hand swatting away his touch.
Ruki wanted to know what exactly had crawled up Reita’s ass, but kept quiet, not wanting to stir up anything around the others. So he went about his business, changing and gathering his things so he could finally go back to their hotel room. He sat patiently, waiting for the others to get everything together.
The ride back seemed to take hours. Aoi and Uruha were chatting about the show, Kai was on the phone, and Reita, well he was still being quiet. Ruki nudged him playfully with his elbow and smiled at him, but he was ignored. He let out a sigh and his lips pursed into a pout.
Finally they were back at their room. Ruki threw his things on the bed and waited until Reita closed the door. He walked over to him and wrapped his arms around his neck.
“You going to tell me what’s wrong?” he asked, looking up.
Reita grunted and ducked out of Ruki’s grasp and collapsed on the bed.
“Ok… Really, what is wrong? You were fine before the show… We did fine, if you’re worried about that.”
“That’s not it Taka. Just leave it alone.”
“I don’t want to.”
“Yes you do.”
“No, I do not.”
Ruki was just as stubborn as his lover and he didn’t cave easily. He wasn’t going to give in until he got a smile from the other. Just one was all he needed.
“Fine. I’m pissed. You were all over Aoi tonight and it didn’t look like you were just playing around.”
His mouth was hanging open and his eyes were wide. Reita was… jealous? After a minute, he couldn’t help but giggle.
“That’s what this is all about? That was nothing. Just us fooling around on stage like we always do.”
Another grunt.
Ruki went to the bed and sat down next to him, placing a hand on his shoulder.
“Really, there is nothing for you to be upset about.”
“Has he fucked you?”
“What?”
“You heard me.”
Now Ruki’s temper was peeking it’s head out. He wasn’t sure how to respond, nor did he feel he needed to. So, instead of saying anything, he simply got up and started getting his things ready for a bath.
“Oh, so he did.”
Silence.
“You can just tell me. I already know. I mean, it’s obvious the way you guys act around each other all the time.”
“No.”
“No?”
“No. I’m not getting into this. I’m going to pretend you aren’t being a complete dick and I’m going to go take a bath.”
Reita sat up, his eyes nearly burning holes in Ruki. His lips were twisted into an ugly scowl and he took a deep breath.
“Fine. Then maybe I’ll run to someone else, see how you react.”
He stood up and grabbed his leather jacket and Ruki’s cigarettes and headed to the door. Ruki threw his clothes back on the bed and followed him out the door and down the stairs. It had started raining outside, but Reita kept walking.
“Akira, this is ridiculous! Come back upstairs with me.”
Reita didn’t turn back, only put a hand in the air, his middle finger pointed to the sky.
“Oh you ass.” Ruki put the hood of his sweater up and ran up behind the other, reaching out to grab his arm. Reita stopped walking, but stayed completely still. The smaller man tried to turn him around so he could see his face, but the other didn’t budge, so he walked around and looked up at him.
“This is stupid,” he mumbled, blinking rain drops from his eyes. Reita looked down at him, his eyes narrow and lips pressed thin.
“I’m sorry you think that.”
Ruki reached up, letting his fingers rest softly on the other’s cheek. They were soaked now, but he didn’t care.
“Akira, there is nothing there. I swear. I’m sorry if I got carried away tonight, but it was just for the show. That’s all.”
Reita looked away and chewed on his lip.
“Please? Can we please just stop this? I hate fighting with you. Besides, all this arguing is going to ruin my plans.”
The other looked back at him, a curious look having replaced the angry one. Ruki knew he had him and smirked up at him, his fingers now making their way down his cheeks to his neck, then his collar bone.
“You want to go back inside yet?”
Reita stood there for a moment, studying the playful expression on Ruki’s face. His tongue flicked out over his lips and he shook his wet bangs from his eyes.
“No. I have something better in mind.”
He grabbed the younger male’s hand and dragged him to the back of the building, pushing him forcefully against the brick wall. Ruki looked up at him and couldn’t help but smirk.
“Here?”
“Here.”
Their lips met, more like clashed, and they kissed each other passionately, both hungry for what they knew was coming. Reita was being rougher than usual, his hands pulling at Ruki’s hair, nails digging in to his scalp, but he didn’t mind. It only excited him more. He felt teeth on his lip, then a sharp pain and he pulled away, his fingers rubbing where Reita had bit him. There was blood on his finger tip and he looked up at the other. His gaze was met with pure lust and he smiled.
“I get it. You want to punish me? Fine. Do it. Break me.”
---
His chest was against the wall, clothes laying in the alley, ripped and tattered. Reita was behind him, working his hips in a sadistic fashion, going harder than he had any time before, and Ruki was loving it. His nails scratched at the brick in front of him as Reita’s nails scratched at his slick skin. He couldn’t tell if it was blood or rain he felt running down his back, but he didn’t care. The pain was only making it better.
He felt Reita wrap an arm around his stomach and he took a deep breath in before being pulled back, feeling his lover’s entire length press into him. An audible gasp escaped his lips and he looked back, kissing whatever bit of Reita that he could reach.
“Fuck, this is so good,” he breathed. Reita only grunted in response, too busy taking everything he could from Ruki. He was going faster now, hitting that one spot, the one that made Ruki scream out in pleasure, over and over again.
“Fuck Akira, don’t stop.”
“Don’t plan on it.”
There was a delicious tension building up in Ruki’s groin and he felt the base of his spine tingle with anticipation. His hand went down to stroke his heat and he rest his forehead on the wall in front of him, his body moving back and forth in time with his lover. He felt fingers wrap around his neck and he couldn’t help but moan when Reita squeezed.
“That’s right, show me your anger.”
Reita squeezed gently, just enough to make Ruki’s breaths shallow. The loss of oxygen made him dizzy, but every other sensation was heightened, and he screamed out at every touch. It was almost too much. He could feel his body shaking, but he wasn’t going to quit. No, he wanted this. It was a drug and he was lost in the stars.
He heard Reita say something behind him, but he couldn’t make it out. There was another forceful push and he grit his teeth.
“Fuck Taka!”
They climaxed together, and he felt Reita struggling to keep going. He put his head back on his chest and looked up at the other.
“It’s alright. I think I learned my lesson.”
He felt him pull out, then turned around. They looked at one another for a moment, staying silent until their breathing had returned to normal.
“You’re mine.”
“I know.”
“I don’t want to share.”
“Believe me baby, you’re all I want.”
one-shot
Reita/Ruki
Rated NC-17
Ruki was just as stubborn as his lover and he didn’t cave easily.
-
He was upset. It was obvious. But what had happened to bring about this irritation? They had been in the dressing room for a good 20 minutes cooling off from the show. Ruki had been trying to talk to him, play with him, just get a smile out of him, but it was all in vain. The only replies he did get were in the form of eye rolls or a hand swatting away his touch.
Ruki wanted to know what exactly had crawled up Reita’s ass, but kept quiet, not wanting to stir up anything around the others. So he went about his business, changing and gathering his things so he could finally go back to their hotel room. He sat patiently, waiting for the others to get everything together.
The ride back seemed to take hours. Aoi and Uruha were chatting about the show, Kai was on the phone, and Reita, well he was still being quiet. Ruki nudged him playfully with his elbow and smiled at him, but he was ignored. He let out a sigh and his lips pursed into a pout.
Finally they were back at their room. Ruki threw his things on the bed and waited until Reita closed the door. He walked over to him and wrapped his arms around his neck.
“You going to tell me what’s wrong?” he asked, looking up.
Reita grunted and ducked out of Ruki’s grasp and collapsed on the bed.
“Ok… Really, what is wrong? You were fine before the show… We did fine, if you’re worried about that.”
“That’s not it Taka. Just leave it alone.”
“I don’t want to.”
“Yes you do.”
“No, I do not.”
Ruki was just as stubborn as his lover and he didn’t cave easily. He wasn’t going to give in until he got a smile from the other. Just one was all he needed.
“Fine. I’m pissed. You were all over Aoi tonight and it didn’t look like you were just playing around.”
His mouth was hanging open and his eyes were wide. Reita was… jealous? After a minute, he couldn’t help but giggle.
“That’s what this is all about? That was nothing. Just us fooling around on stage like we always do.”
Another grunt.
Ruki went to the bed and sat down next to him, placing a hand on his shoulder.
“Really, there is nothing for you to be upset about.”
“Has he fucked you?”
“What?”
“You heard me.”
Now Ruki’s temper was peeking it’s head out. He wasn’t sure how to respond, nor did he feel he needed to. So, instead of saying anything, he simply got up and started getting his things ready for a bath.
“Oh, so he did.”
Silence.
“You can just tell me. I already know. I mean, it’s obvious the way you guys act around each other all the time.”
“No.”
“No?”
“No. I’m not getting into this. I’m going to pretend you aren’t being a complete dick and I’m going to go take a bath.”
Reita sat up, his eyes nearly burning holes in Ruki. His lips were twisted into an ugly scowl and he took a deep breath.
“Fine. Then maybe I’ll run to someone else, see how you react.”
He stood up and grabbed his leather jacket and Ruki’s cigarettes and headed to the door. Ruki threw his clothes back on the bed and followed him out the door and down the stairs. It had started raining outside, but Reita kept walking.
“Akira, this is ridiculous! Come back upstairs with me.”
Reita didn’t turn back, only put a hand in the air, his middle finger pointed to the sky.
“Oh you ass.” Ruki put the hood of his sweater up and ran up behind the other, reaching out to grab his arm. Reita stopped walking, but stayed completely still. The smaller man tried to turn him around so he could see his face, but the other didn’t budge, so he walked around and looked up at him.
“This is stupid,” he mumbled, blinking rain drops from his eyes. Reita looked down at him, his eyes narrow and lips pressed thin.
“I’m sorry you think that.”
Ruki reached up, letting his fingers rest softly on the other’s cheek. They were soaked now, but he didn’t care.
“Akira, there is nothing there. I swear. I’m sorry if I got carried away tonight, but it was just for the show. That’s all.”
Reita looked away and chewed on his lip.
“Please? Can we please just stop this? I hate fighting with you. Besides, all this arguing is going to ruin my plans.”
The other looked back at him, a curious look having replaced the angry one. Ruki knew he had him and smirked up at him, his fingers now making their way down his cheeks to his neck, then his collar bone.
“You want to go back inside yet?”
Reita stood there for a moment, studying the playful expression on Ruki’s face. His tongue flicked out over his lips and he shook his wet bangs from his eyes.
“No. I have something better in mind.”
He grabbed the younger male’s hand and dragged him to the back of the building, pushing him forcefully against the brick wall. Ruki looked up at him and couldn’t help but smirk.
“Here?”
“Here.”
Their lips met, more like clashed, and they kissed each other passionately, both hungry for what they knew was coming. Reita was being rougher than usual, his hands pulling at Ruki’s hair, nails digging in to his scalp, but he didn’t mind. It only excited him more. He felt teeth on his lip, then a sharp pain and he pulled away, his fingers rubbing where Reita had bit him. There was blood on his finger tip and he looked up at the other. His gaze was met with pure lust and he smiled.
“I get it. You want to punish me? Fine. Do it. Break me.”
---
His chest was against the wall, clothes laying in the alley, ripped and tattered. Reita was behind him, working his hips in a sadistic fashion, going harder than he had any time before, and Ruki was loving it. His nails scratched at the brick in front of him as Reita’s nails scratched at his slick skin. He couldn’t tell if it was blood or rain he felt running down his back, but he didn’t care. The pain was only making it better.
He felt Reita wrap an arm around his stomach and he took a deep breath in before being pulled back, feeling his lover’s entire length press into him. An audible gasp escaped his lips and he looked back, kissing whatever bit of Reita that he could reach.
“Fuck, this is so good,” he breathed. Reita only grunted in response, too busy taking everything he could from Ruki. He was going faster now, hitting that one spot, the one that made Ruki scream out in pleasure, over and over again.
“Fuck Akira, don’t stop.”
“Don’t plan on it.”
There was a delicious tension building up in Ruki’s groin and he felt the base of his spine tingle with anticipation. His hand went down to stroke his heat and he rest his forehead on the wall in front of him, his body moving back and forth in time with his lover. He felt fingers wrap around his neck and he couldn’t help but moan when Reita squeezed.
“That’s right, show me your anger.”
Reita squeezed gently, just enough to make Ruki’s breaths shallow. The loss of oxygen made him dizzy, but every other sensation was heightened, and he screamed out at every touch. It was almost too much. He could feel his body shaking, but he wasn’t going to quit. No, he wanted this. It was a drug and he was lost in the stars.
He heard Reita say something behind him, but he couldn’t make it out. There was another forceful push and he grit his teeth.
“Fuck Taka!”
They climaxed together, and he felt Reita struggling to keep going. He put his head back on his chest and looked up at the other.
“It’s alright. I think I learned my lesson.”
He felt him pull out, then turned around. They looked at one another for a moment, staying silent until their breathing had returned to normal.
“You’re mine.”
“I know.”
“I don’t want to share.”
“Believe me baby, you’re all I want.”