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omg this has been the one of those terrible horrible no good very bad days. (just like that book). i just feel empty. idk. first it was friends not talkin to me. now its friends leaving me. friends ignoring me. friends that arent acting like friends. today i saw some of my gang sitting somewhere else with out the rest of us. its prob happened before. like i asked someone today at lunch (who shall stay nameless but they know who they are), i asked them where some ppl were and they said they didnt know, but then they said "omg its to hot outside, im gonna sit inside by myself" ya i let this person go. it wasnt hot!!!!! i thought that this person was crazy. but it turns out that this person went to sit with the ppl that were missing. none of them even bothered to tell us were they were. it just pisses me off!!! and if ne of yall are one of them, i dont want yall to come to us apologizing! i dont care ne more!!!! true friends wouldnt do such a thing. and im guessing that this isnt the first. and im not mentioning everything else, i dont wanna be the bad guy, but i dont want to be the victom. i dont want to be left, ignored, forgotton. i hate that. eveyone hates to have that happen to them. yes i could be over reacting, but to have 3 of my best friends forget you, hurts. it hurst alot. i just want yall to know that i have feelings to just like yall, and if yall have a prob. wit ne of us or w/e! please say something!!!! GOD I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!! yall have know idea how hurt i was when i saw yall in that hall way today at lunch. trust me, a simple sry wont fix it this time. yall have pushed me 2 far. bye stace