Oct 16, 2011 22:03
1. I am experiencing a need to shift the paradigm. One Beat, The Woods, Wild Flag, are becoming relics of the past....I need to march forward, but I am not sure how.
2. I have been using a very heavy backpack that has gotten many compliments but I am uncertain about how I feel about it. It is leather and it weighs very heavy. I often pack it with too much stuff, and since I'm not driving and not always able to go back home, I tend to fill it with "practical" and "essential" things. It invokes Up in the Air for me (which I first saw this past August). People talk about heavy burdens to shoulder. My shoulders are always sore, and I am always on the go.
3. Reflection. I am achieving some sort of catharsis lately. I don't know what to do. Again, dichotomies true and false loom on my mind.
4. Though I am interacting with more people, and though I have had more meaningful interaction, I still feel so disconnected, so alone, isolated, alienated.
5. Identity.
2003,
anti-social,
history,
suicide,
16,
evening,
loneliness,
social,
the woods,
society,
personal history,
sex,
alienation,
sunday,
one beat,
the great debate,
music,
movies,
life,
film,
wild flag,
relationships,
days with multiple entries,
sleater-kinney,
isolation,
2000s,
october,
lyrics