a few notes before I go-go....to the movies
0. This entry will be Destiny-style (however, it will have michael-touches, such as using zero).
1. I smoked a cigarette. This may not seem like a big deal, but it is the first I have smoked in daylight, by myself, without alcohol OR coffee in months, perhaps even the first this year. Monumentous, because it felt good and I want another.
2. Showering is good. I didn't shower saturday, or sunday, or monday. Again, showering is good. I almost want to take another.
3. I have eaten so much crap (read: a lot of sweets) this week that I gained 2-3 pounds. :-(
4. For those who ever wondered, or asked, I am near-sighted. My eyes 'both went up a step.' I get my new glasses friday. I hope they fit better.
5. Chronic masturbation helps. Not that anybody wanted to know, or needed to know, but I felt like sharing because, well, it is a healthy habit and I think if you're okay with it, do it. just not chronically. I wish people were more open, says he who has spent most of his life shutting people out. *shrug*
6. I feel motivated to do something.
7. I really, really, want to eat meat. no foolin'. it's a terrible feeling. :-(
8. at this point, I'm just adding numbers to fill up time and avoid a cigarette. but I don't think it's working anymore. ciao.
1. I smoked a cigarette. This may not seem like a big deal, but it is the first I have smoked in daylight, by myself, without alcohol OR coffee in months, perhaps even the first this year. Monumentous, because it felt good and I want another.
2. Showering is good. I didn't shower saturday, or sunday, or monday. Again, showering is good. I almost want to take another.
3. I have eaten so much crap (read: a lot of sweets) this week that I gained 2-3 pounds. :-(
4. For those who ever wondered, or asked, I am near-sighted. My eyes 'both went up a step.' I get my new glasses friday. I hope they fit better.
5. Chronic masturbation helps. Not that anybody wanted to know, or needed to know, but I felt like sharing because, well, it is a healthy habit and I think if you're okay with it, do it. just not chronically. I wish people were more open, says he who has spent most of his life shutting people out. *shrug*
6. I feel motivated to do something.
7. I really, really, want to eat meat. no foolin'. it's a terrible feeling. :-(
8. at this point, I'm just adding numbers to fill up time and avoid a cigarette. but I don't think it's working anymore. ciao.