when a heart breaks, it dont break even

[kit_kat_ryn]

everyday i expect to wake up feeling a little better than the day before. somedays it happens but somedays its worse. Im trying so hard to get over it...Im trying not to cry anymore...I dont know how to control any of that though. I put away everything he gave me, everything that reminded me of him...all our memories together. I thought maybe

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[babygekm5]

That is good you put things away and out of site. At sometime they will come out again and you will look @ them and just remember the good times. I put Alyssa's stuff out of site so i wouldn't look at them.When i think i can handle it i will take them out and look. Its that time in your life, your in your late twenties and you have so much ahead of you, and you want to have that one person to spend it with.

Kat its harder as time goes on but you will go through stages that will get you to that stage where you will be ok and start new, and it may take time, but it also may not. But What i have learned, is that its there lost of losses you. You amazing in many different ways, and you can't always recognize "Problems" when your in a relationship, because it just does not register because your just tangles up in being safe, comfortable and happy and than when a relationship does end you may or you may not recognize what the problems were.

You will get to stage where you are ok and over him, it takes time but you will get there. The memories you will never forget because they are burned into your heart... and mind and you and I will never be able to let go of those. Its the hardest part of relationship when it ends and than you are heartbroken and trying to do the best you can. It is the suck-est feeling ever... and sometimes it hides and sometimes its at the surface and you get tuck it away. It is so hard, but take it day by day, and try and train your brain not to think of him as hard as that is, sometimes you just have to push yourself and do that. I am still doing that. What worked for me, is taken Alyssa out of my phone, email and deleting her from my FB and it was hard to do but i did it and part of me thinks it helps, but than i also catch myself thinking of her a lot. i just have to push her to the way back. Its hard . Sweeti you will get through this more than you think, and as hard as it is , its just another chapter that you end and close and start a whole new chapter. You will be ok, you will go through the stages, but as soon as you reach that good one , where you do get over them it feels good. I'm not there quite yet but i wil get there , and so will you.