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guess who's the same weight? yep this girl. I know I'm not doing enough to make a real change. At least I can tell that my midsection is getting tighter. I wasn't disgusted when I wore that orange shirt. Its a bit clingy but I though I had nice clean lines while wearing it, not the usual rolls that show through. It's totally my diet, I'm probably not as active as I think I am and thus consuming the right amount of calories to counteract the calories I burn on my daily workouts. I thought that my calorie goal should be 1,779 but maybe it should be 1,400? Didn't help that this week I ate a ton of cake due to parties my family and I went to. Oh I also had a margarita and a pina colada, yummy but a total waste of calories. I think I have been a bit more conciencios while eating. Filling my day with more fruit and veggies and only eating when I'm hungry and stopping right before I get that full feeling. lol I keep thinking of that ridiculous Kate Moss quote, "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels." Well bitch I don't think you get very hungry while on a cocaine diet. Regardless I do use that saying especially when their is a lot of food in front of me that I like.
I started week 4 of the running program, its way too hard for me right now but I'll just keep trying for the next few weeks. Idk how to work out anymore, I'm so tired after running and swimming. I should just do an easy aerobic tape, maybe something like hula or belly dancing I need to start working my abs, they're the only part of me thats never sore. I really do like that sore feeling, makes me feel like I've done something worth while. I'm not getting sore while running anymore, my legs feel tired but not sore. I felt so sore after that Tae Bo workout, right in my back and along my hips.
I guess my main problem is I workout, get insanely sweaty and then take a shower and have no desire to get sweaty again. I suppose the trick should be just to wash my face as thats the only real part that I have being sweaty. Then do workouts through out the day and take a final shower in the evening or some point .
I only want to be 175 by the end of summer. I can't remember if thats what I was when I started college that or 165...either way that's the lightest I've been with my "adult" body. Sigh its tough when you've always been a fatty. Its also hard when everyone likes to point out you're a fatty. Whatever I can do it.
I started week 4 of the running program, its way too hard for me right now but I'll just keep trying for the next few weeks. Idk how to work out anymore, I'm so tired after running and swimming. I should just do an easy aerobic tape, maybe something like hula or belly dancing I need to start working my abs, they're the only part of me thats never sore. I really do like that sore feeling, makes me feel like I've done something worth while. I'm not getting sore while running anymore, my legs feel tired but not sore. I felt so sore after that Tae Bo workout, right in my back and along my hips.
I guess my main problem is I workout, get insanely sweaty and then take a shower and have no desire to get sweaty again. I suppose the trick should be just to wash my face as thats the only real part that I have being sweaty. Then do workouts through out the day and take a final shower in the evening or some point .
I only want to be 175 by the end of summer. I can't remember if thats what I was when I started college that or 165...either way that's the lightest I've been with my "adult" body. Sigh its tough when you've always been a fatty. Its also hard when everyone likes to point out you're a fatty. Whatever I can do it.