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I love my mom and how she understands *everything* and how I can talk to her and vent about everything.
It makes me laugh when we make fun of people together.
People astound me.
Its crazy how people can claim to still be there for you, and still be your friend...when they tend to ignore you when you're around. Like it only really counts when you're one on one. And when you go to talk to them...they lose interest in you mid sentence and decide to walk away. And you don't notice? You really don't think I get left out? Yeah we can still be friends. You'll make the effort. Yeah I believe you. Yeah right. Actions speak louder than words. You're not worth my time. I have people who want to be my friend more often than whens convienient for them...24/7...and who don't act like I'm the wall.
What amuses me even more is their view and story as to how things got this way. Some how I missed all the times when I was invited to come hang out with ya'll. Some how when I'd ask if anything was going on...and you'd say nothing...ya'll would end up hanging out later without me...without letting me know. Thats cool. Makes sense I'm sure. I was too busy with other people? Maybe thats cause I actually knew when the group was hanging out. They made sure I knew and made sure I'd be able to hang out then...cause they wanted me there. I had an open invitation with them whenever I needed them. Don't think I can say the same for you.
Anyways...lets turn to the other gender!
Boys can be such babies.
Not all boys now...don't get me wrong. But lately the ones I've been around are worse than some girls I know.
Poor pitiful me. No one likes me. No one really cares. Pay more attention to me! Walk with me in the halls. Sit by me. Hold my hand while I go piss because I don't know how. Goll shut up. If I wanted to babysit I would go over to Kim's and chill with Nathan and Lindsay. They don't even annoy me that bad.
I guess seeing that in writting people are gonna think I'm a jerk and they just want to hang out with me and I should take it as a compliment. And ya know that kinda thing is cool...its good to be wanted and needed. But not if its 24/7 and they won't even let you off the phone without trying to give you some sort of guilt trip. And they don't let you chill and talk to your other friends without them right there with you. Sorry to break it to you, but you really don't need to be involved in every conversation that I have. Take a step back and breath. Its okay to have your own life, I promise. It gets just a little bit annoying.
Anyways I'm really done. I guess this was a really mean entry...but these things have been bugging me lately and I needed to vent.
On a different note! Tristans coming home this weekend and I'm sooooo excited times 10 to see her and hang out with her...because shes my favorite college friend. Wait crap I can't say that. Ummm shes my favorite friend whos gone to college and not living at home anymore...lol haha yeah that works. Anyways...its gonna be GREAT times. Ohoh...and theres a dance this weekend...which will be amazingly fun...I hope. Definitely looks like it'll be a good weekend :)
It makes me laugh when we make fun of people together.
People astound me.
Its crazy how people can claim to still be there for you, and still be your friend...when they tend to ignore you when you're around. Like it only really counts when you're one on one. And when you go to talk to them...they lose interest in you mid sentence and decide to walk away. And you don't notice? You really don't think I get left out? Yeah we can still be friends. You'll make the effort. Yeah I believe you. Yeah right. Actions speak louder than words. You're not worth my time. I have people who want to be my friend more often than whens convienient for them...24/7...and who don't act like I'm the wall.
What amuses me even more is their view and story as to how things got this way. Some how I missed all the times when I was invited to come hang out with ya'll. Some how when I'd ask if anything was going on...and you'd say nothing...ya'll would end up hanging out later without me...without letting me know. Thats cool. Makes sense I'm sure. I was too busy with other people? Maybe thats cause I actually knew when the group was hanging out. They made sure I knew and made sure I'd be able to hang out then...cause they wanted me there. I had an open invitation with them whenever I needed them. Don't think I can say the same for you.
Anyways...lets turn to the other gender!
Boys can be such babies.
Not all boys now...don't get me wrong. But lately the ones I've been around are worse than some girls I know.
Poor pitiful me. No one likes me. No one really cares. Pay more attention to me! Walk with me in the halls. Sit by me. Hold my hand while I go piss because I don't know how. Goll shut up. If I wanted to babysit I would go over to Kim's and chill with Nathan and Lindsay. They don't even annoy me that bad.
I guess seeing that in writting people are gonna think I'm a jerk and they just want to hang out with me and I should take it as a compliment. And ya know that kinda thing is cool...its good to be wanted and needed. But not if its 24/7 and they won't even let you off the phone without trying to give you some sort of guilt trip. And they don't let you chill and talk to your other friends without them right there with you. Sorry to break it to you, but you really don't need to be involved in every conversation that I have. Take a step back and breath. Its okay to have your own life, I promise. It gets just a little bit annoying.
Anyways I'm really done. I guess this was a really mean entry...but these things have been bugging me lately and I needed to vent.
On a different note! Tristans coming home this weekend and I'm sooooo excited times 10 to see her and hang out with her...because shes my favorite college friend. Wait crap I can't say that. Ummm shes my favorite friend whos gone to college and not living at home anymore...lol haha yeah that works. Anyways...its gonna be GREAT times. Ohoh...and theres a dance this weekend...which will be amazingly fun...I hope. Definitely looks like it'll be a good weekend :)