Its Everywhere I Turn

[kissyhead]

so lets review:

i think officially *everyone* has had what i want.
...is it okay to be jealous?
is it okay to wonder if there might be something wrong with me?
i think it might be unintentionally my fault...
perhaps somewhere in my subconscience i'm preventing anything that could turn into that.
but you know what...i'm not going to settle.
i want a relationship like that with someone im genuinely crazy about.

whatever. no worries. good things come in time right?
-->totally not downing on anyone who has a relationship like that mind you.
i'm completely happy for you and i think its great.

anwho those are my thoughts for the night week.

(night kids)