i love the desparity in your voice.
Best 5 minutes of my life vs. 10 percent.
It's the story of my life and you don't even understand a word, darling.
oh god i'm so happy-ish. ish being the key word there.
i shouldn't be though. i feel like i should be sad and all in remembrance though. course everyone's heard about seymour. but i think i should feel worse. he was a good guy..
uh GOD beach was so fun-ish. it was relaxing and i love my cousins oh so much. especially jack. god he's so !@#$%! EVIL but adorable and so much fun. LMFAO so okay i was listening to my sister's ipod (GOD I WANNA GO TOMORROW AND GET MINE! asfdjk) and um he came over and listened with me and it'd be like some rap song and he'd be like change it, country- change it, popish- change it, and then came the FOB and all the yummy pop punk/emo/rock stuff and he was totally in love! ee then he called my room the "rock out room" cause we'd blast some random band (starting line, MCR, motion city soundtrack) and i'd yell the lyrics, he'd pretend he knew them, and attack each other with pillows. god damnit that christian's school's gonna ruin him. he's pretty much the greatest 5 year old ever though ♥ ♥
i love kids. not living with them all the time. but yeah. and taking pictures of them =]
OH GOD IM SO MAD AT MYSELF. long car rides= wandering minds. i need to stop dreaming of things i can't have. and then !@#$%&! it was so nice.. well not so much but i took it that way. i just.. i want it so bad. and i want to stop cause i know there's about a 90% chance that it won't happen but that measly 10% is giving me hope. i shouldn't be thinking of it at all. i'm so fucking selfish. but it's so fucking great. i don't even need real people anymore. i just need my mind. and sometimes i prefer it that way. i disgust myself, god.
home. woo hoo.. i guess. i've got my ACYO "audition" tomorrow and a SHITLOAD of homework. and i mean a SHITLOAD. I've got all the geometry to make up (cause i got in! no more drama) which is like 5 things in the book, 3 worksheets, LEARNING IT ALL ON MY OWN, and lets not forget the 3 quizzes and test to make up. fuck. and then psychology study, english poe thing, bio study, french i've got FOUR more outlines -.-, and that's it. i finished algebra. that's about it. and one french outline. and my bio homework. all in like 3 days.. fuck AND THEN MY P.E. TOMORROW. *whines*
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I'll say it again- I love the desparity in your voice.
It's the story of my life and you don't even understand a word, darling.
oh god i'm so happy-ish. ish being the key word there.
i shouldn't be though. i feel like i should be sad and all in remembrance though. course everyone's heard about seymour. but i think i should feel worse. he was a good guy..
uh GOD beach was so fun-ish. it was relaxing and i love my cousins oh so much. especially jack. god he's so !@#$%! EVIL but adorable and so much fun. LMFAO so okay i was listening to my sister's ipod (GOD I WANNA GO TOMORROW AND GET MINE! asfdjk) and um he came over and listened with me and it'd be like some rap song and he'd be like change it, country- change it, popish- change it, and then came the FOB and all the yummy pop punk/emo/rock stuff and he was totally in love! ee then he called my room the "rock out room" cause we'd blast some random band (starting line, MCR, motion city soundtrack) and i'd yell the lyrics, he'd pretend he knew them, and attack each other with pillows. god damnit that christian's school's gonna ruin him. he's pretty much the greatest 5 year old ever though ♥ ♥
i love kids. not living with them all the time. but yeah. and taking pictures of them =]
OH GOD IM SO MAD AT MYSELF. long car rides= wandering minds. i need to stop dreaming of things i can't have. and then !@#$%&! it was so nice.. well not so much but i took it that way. i just.. i want it so bad. and i want to stop cause i know there's about a 90% chance that it won't happen but that measly 10% is giving me hope. i shouldn't be thinking of it at all. i'm so fucking selfish. but it's so fucking great. i don't even need real people anymore. i just need my mind. and sometimes i prefer it that way. i disgust myself, god.
home. woo hoo.. i guess. i've got my ACYO "audition" tomorrow and a SHITLOAD of homework. and i mean a SHITLOAD. I've got all the geometry to make up (cause i got in! no more drama) which is like 5 things in the book, 3 worksheets, LEARNING IT ALL ON MY OWN, and lets not forget the 3 quizzes and test to make up. fuck. and then psychology study, english poe thing, bio study, french i've got FOUR more outlines -.-, and that's it. i finished algebra. that's about it. and one french outline. and my bio homework. all in like 3 days.. fuck AND THEN MY P.E. TOMORROW. *whines*
-end complaining-
I'll say it again- I love the desparity in your voice.