Annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow.

[kissxmightxkill]

today's been like the worst day ever. i don't even want to go into it. i'm so selfish. all i want is to make a difference to someone and no one wants me to. i'm really sorry. i just want to mean something. i don't want to be a fucking statistic. sanity is not a statistic. george orwell. woo hoo. i've done nothing for tomorrow. 5 outlines due. haven't started. monologues. havent found them. it's 11:20 and my shirt is soaking wet. i don't even know why i'm crying. i was gonna do it. i was gonna i really had my mind set on it. it's a manipulation game. i want to influence someone but not in a bad way. i guess i should work on myself first. emo is disgusting and i say that to cover up for the fact that i can't stop it. don't worry. that's my job.

P.S. Leaving for the beach at like.. 5pm tomorrow. I'll be home by Sunday for the ACYO auditions. Have a good end of week/start of weekend. ♥