i wish death would come sooner

[kisstobetrayx22]

okay, so im seriously ready to die.
i dont know of a time where ive ever been so low
i wasnt even this upset before i went into spring harbor
but anyway
i dont want to complain
ugh
brian is wonderful
but i miss sean
i accidently called him sean yesterday, not once but twice
i felt so terrible
i still do
but he said not to worry about it
and
i finally figured out
that
everyone
is leaving me
kristas going to Washington and Riley to minnesota
or something
it makes me sad
cause i will be all alone
with noone to hang out with
and im pretty sure that will tempt me to do things that i havent done in almost 2 months which im actually kind of proud of myself for not doing.
oh well
things happen
anyway
im done.
now onto myspaceeeeeee.
lets see if those comments can be answered.