blah who reads this?

[kisstobetrayx22]

Yeah so who reads this besides krista?
blah.
im talking to ben and austin on aim. they both rock. but anyway onto my week/life/whatever.

Yeah. So my mom and I keep fighting, constantly.
It fucking blows.
and I feel like ive been a really bad friend, i mean, krista i really do care.
and i think she hates me.
blah ive been treating her and everyone else i care about like shit.

riley and i have gotten really close in the past few weeks.
i love him <3

on to brian..
he sure is amazing but seriously
i dont know what to do anymore
i like a couple guys
and i dont really wanna be in a relationship
but at the same time i do
i love the attention i get from him
and hes so wonderful
but i cant seem to get over my ex
i think know
i really did and still do love him

grr i hate this
ive had such a shitty night.
i wish things would work out.

&&&&ifeelmyheartbreakingagain

and today marks one month that brian and i have been together and just one more day since ive been away from the love of my life...............

blah.
i got my lip and nose pierced.
its awesome.
thats it
i guess,

so bye?