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I wish I were an island.
I wish there was no such thing as human relations.
I wish I didn't, couldn't love.
Because it's times like these,
phone calls that barely last seconds, I don't know when I'll see him again.
I don't know whats even happening.
There is no explaination, just wires connecting me and his voice that cracks when I can tell tears are damming up.
Telephone wires that now connect me to the silence on the other end; except, there is no longer "another end."
Why do I love you?
Why cant it be someone else?
Why cant someone pick me up from this fucking mess.
I cant get out of my fucking head.
I feel ao fucking broken.
I feel so fucking used and alone.
Well, there is no longer a need for anyone anymore, because this is the outcome.
What more could you have been looking for?
There is nothing left to break, there is nothing left to take.
I wish there was no such thing as human relations.
I wish I didn't, couldn't love.
Because it's times like these,
phone calls that barely last seconds, I don't know when I'll see him again.
I don't know whats even happening.
There is no explaination, just wires connecting me and his voice that cracks when I can tell tears are damming up.
Telephone wires that now connect me to the silence on the other end; except, there is no longer "another end."
Why do I love you?
Why cant it be someone else?
Why cant someone pick me up from this fucking mess.
I cant get out of my fucking head.
I feel ao fucking broken.
I feel so fucking used and alone.
Well, there is no longer a need for anyone anymore, because this is the outcome.
What more could you have been looking for?
There is nothing left to break, there is nothing left to take.