marinas freaking out just a little...

[kissonthelips37]

just got back from boulder. bleh. really really good journalism school. the campus is beautiful. the people seem cool ( but high all the time). they are giving me a hugggeeee scholarship. i got into the honors program. i wish i didnt like it this much it would be so much easier. ive narrowed it down to boulder, bc and gw. but if i get into unc i

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[mellowraspberry]

I think the hardest thing about this time is starting to think about your new life..without your friends. The saddest thing is that no matter how much we try, things just won't be exactly the same between friends the way it was before...it's only natural but it's still something really hard to come to terms with.

We have so little time left that it's almost unbearable! I do feel very ready to move on. I feel like high school has given me a lot but honestly I'm bored and I'm just ready to be challenged at this point in time. I've had enough of rote memorization and b.s. assignments, I really want to be presented with a new and more stimulating environment.

I'm sure that you'll make the right decision. If you go with your heart it will guide you the right way. Try this...ask someone where you should go and see if your initial instinct is to agree or disagree with them. I find that a lot of times we really do have the answer but have to dig it out somehow by having someone present us with an ultimatum.

Good luck! We'll be all right in the end..it's just a really scary and crappy and weird transition period in our lives right now :\

[kissonthelips37]

exactly the whole friends thing is really hard to just accept. that whole suggestion of trying to see where others think i should go sounds like it would work if only someone would give me like a straight answer lol. all i keep getting is well... this school has this and i really like that part about that school.. lol.