Sep 07, 2005 21:14
life is pretty grand. not perfect by any means, but good none the less. life has a funny way of letting you know who your friends are and who really loves you for you. which includes family and friends. i know i'm not perfect and that not everyone agrees with my decision onwhere i'm living and doing right now. and to be quite honest i don't agree with it totally. but what would one do if they were kicked out and had no where to really turn and had one really great person offer a roof and help finding a new job? would you not take it for what it's worth?
i'm trying to find another place to live and to call home. i'd like to move out of state, a change in scenery might do me some good. give me the chance of a life time to start over and make actual changes in my life and in who i am without the constant breath down my back of what others believe my ethics and beliefs should be according to the society of the southern culture. but i need to be here for now. certain dreams don't match up with packing everything i own up and moving away. i plan on going to school and it would be easier here to fulfill my dream of sonogram tech here then it would be else where.
so i guess i'm suck here. the change in scenery will come when i head to bushnell for a week next year for cornerstone. and who knows, may next year i'll head to chicago and never make it back to GA.
but who knows... life has a funny way of making and changing dreams... especially when God is the one making the changes. he's not one for the usual. particularly when it comes to the people coming in and going out of my life.