Dec 06, 2006 04:05
Pauly says:
I would feel judged if we hung out with my current crew.
Jessie says:
yeah
Pauly says:
You know this
Pauly says:
I know this
Pauly says:
I'm an asshole
Jessie says:
I know you say that
Jessie says:
It's just sort of this interesting phenomenon to me.
Pauly says:
I don't want to make you feel worse than the whole situation already does
Jessie says:
don't worry about me baby.
Jessie says:
I feel bad for you
Jessie says:
i know that i'm not anything you think i am, pauly.
Pauly says:
Then why do you do keep pleasing me?
Jessie says:
because i don't care what you think about me. you never treat me badly, or say anything unless we're really talking about it.
Jessie says:
you're not mean to me or anything
Jessie says:
and so it's like, whatev
Pauly says:
I do care about you, I hope you know that.
Pauly says:
I guess I just still wear that "mask" we always talked about.
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Pauly says:
You know that I love you, and how you do nearly everything for me. Without nothing ever in return.
Pauly says:
Your are selfless in all aspects of the word.
Pauly says:
I am an asshole to you yet you forgive constantly.
Pauly says:
I know these things, and I cannot apologize enough.
Pauly says:
You know how often I change more than anyone.
Pauly says:
You nearly know me better than anyone.
Jessie says:
why when you say things like that does it make everything i do for you worth it?
Pauly says:
Because this is me, and you know this.
Pauly says:
There is me, and there is business paul
Pauly says:
business paul is also an asshole.
Pauly says:
He shows his face more than this.
Jessie says:
yeah he does
Pauly says:
I think you feel like everything is okay because you know I speak from the heart
Pauly says:
Even over the internet you can read me, always have been able to read me.
Jessie says:
I hope i can
Pauly says:
You can, even if its hard to admit.
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Jessie says:
lets just do something fun on thursday okay?
Pauly says:
I'll rack me brain
Pauly says:
Laters!
Pauly says:
<3
Jessie says:
bye
Jessie says:
<3