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I have reached a large part of my goal - I am in my own place with my own room! I am on my own.. now I only have to buy another car to secure my income for my home. I am going to have to walk to work until I buy a car - I cannot rely on other people anymore since I will be fired if I am late one more time in the next three months. Three months.. I can do this! Nothing is holding me back except for my fatigue & that is not a good enough excuse!
I have been trying extra hard to focus on myself & what I need - & not on boys. There was one who really seemed to like me, but I had to let him go. He was not right for me. As sweet as he was.. I just need someone who is more on my level. Or really, I don't need anyone at all. I have me. & Amanda - and she is really amazing at keeping me grounded when it comes to guys. Though, I really do miss having someone to admire & to feel butterflies around. I have to admit.. I have had some flutters lately.
whooooooooooosh..
I have been trying extra hard to focus on myself & what I need - & not on boys. There was one who really seemed to like me, but I had to let him go. He was not right for me. As sweet as he was.. I just need someone who is more on my level. Or really, I don't need anyone at all. I have me. & Amanda - and she is really amazing at keeping me grounded when it comes to guys. Though, I really do miss having someone to admire & to feel butterflies around. I have to admit.. I have had some flutters lately.
whooooooooooosh..