Jun 03, 2006 07:17
For the first time since the break up, I'm feeling a little sad. I know, I shouldn't be... ionno, maybe it's just that I'm finally feeling the breakup. Andrew's the same tweed he's always been. Ain't nothin gonna stop him from being that... Marc's a sweetheart and he helps a lot.
I can't believe how sad I am, when I'm the one who left him. Girls are too complicated... Never date one, they'll fuck you over. I love more than one person and I miss my ex. Well maybe I don't miss him, I miss the security he gave me.
I guess all I'm saying is I really need some help getting over him. I know he was bad. This is more like a livejournal entry than an away message. I guess I'm tryin to say if you out there, holla. I need sum love.
Peace.
PS: My birthday is in 6 days. What you gittin me? Here's a list of what I totally want (it's a joke, please god don't send me things. I'm not greedy like that):
*Portspaces on Furcadia.
*GBA Link Cable.
*Interesting reading material (of any sort).
*A new copy of House... old one is depressing me and I have to give the rented one back to the library since it's ILL'd.
*An eyelid piercing.
*Green hairdye. (Renee if you got this you and Amanda could totally come over and do it up. <3 Haha, joke)
*A Shakira CD.
*RAP CDS! For the love of god I want rap!! (well more like hiphop)
*Marijuana. I want POT. D=< Kidding. I'm so depressed I don't know what I'm saying. Don't do drugs, kids. =(
*A boyfriend.
*A penis.
*Porn. (What were those names, Renee?)
*RECOGNITION. Gimme sum love.
*Furry handcuffs. Yes this one is serious.
*A STRAP ON!!!11!! LOLZ>
*-45 lbs.
*A guide to anorexia.
*A cellphone.
*A guide to drawing anthros (serious, it can even be an online link. I don't care. I want some reference.)
*Less stress.
*More time with friends. (How can you be so selfish with your time when any one of us could die at any moment?)
*Kat. I want Kat. Someone arrange something so we can hang out with her. I miss her. I been thinkin bout her.
There we go... happy 17th birthday everyone. (June 9th!)
...I miss you. Everyone. Where are my comments? Renee, you and I have too much in common. No comments!! Fuckheads.
Peace. Again.