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I am so sick of being left out. Sometimes I feel like I am invited to things just because I am there and no one really wants me. I feel like if I had like, one true friend that actually kept in touch with me, I would be much happier. One friend to be like, hey, let's hang out, or lets do this.
So yeah, the start of college really sucks. You find out who you're friends are, and who was just pretending to be to get though high school.
Maybe I shouldn't mind. Maybe I need some alone time. It is just really starting to pee me off that half of the people who about 2 months ago were saying I was their best friend, now are barely talking to me, and could care less if they did. It pisses me off that I can't find anyone to call up to say this either.
Hopefully I can find friends in college. It isn't very easy for me to make friends because most of them end up stabbing me in the back.
I guess there is always next year.
So yeah, the start of college really sucks. You find out who you're friends are, and who was just pretending to be to get though high school.
Maybe I shouldn't mind. Maybe I need some alone time. It is just really starting to pee me off that half of the people who about 2 months ago were saying I was their best friend, now are barely talking to me, and could care less if they did. It pisses me off that I can't find anyone to call up to say this either.
Hopefully I can find friends in college. It isn't very easy for me to make friends because most of them end up stabbing me in the back.
I guess there is always next year.