Piss Off !!
Oh my mother how u piss me off so much.I have a promblem again with this sick thing so I have to go to a -SPECIALIST- who will -STICK A SCOPE UP MY BOX-Which is making me really upset I will have to take my clothes off and have an old doctor ....eeewww.O h my fuck I hate but mom is making me go because perople over hear can't help me any further.God being pregnant would be better than this I don't even fucking care anymore I woke up this morning in a bad mood ,Don't know why?Just mad at the whole world right now My mom doesn't understand sure I would like to know what is wrong with me but this is just too scary.....Now greg is afraid to talk to me becasue I made a mistake of saying "I think we need a break" And I was just goofing because I have been weird latley.So now he thinks I want to "break up" which I don't!!! I would die for greg.chances r even if he cheated on me I would still be with him.It hurts it all hurts soo much.I found myself up till 2:oo or so in morning last night because too many things are happening....I had a blade and I was soo goin to do something horrible but thank god I THINK ALOT or I would have.I would really just like to have a one on one with greg tonight just to talk and get back on track but I have to go to the doctor and then I have to go to kellys with wanda I can see me having a nrvous break down by the end of the night.