Feb 28, 2005 15:29
Latley I have been thinking A LOT which is sometimes not a good thing because I end up having too many things goin through my head and then I get confused by everything and then......I cry.
I am reallt truly happy with my life there is so uch pain in the world so if I get yelled at or feel sick for a couple days it is not a big deal worse things are happening around me ,for many years I wondered why me why now and I don't think there is ever a reason for anything they just happen doesn't matter if it is for the best or the worst for so a long time we wonder all these things they are meant not to be easy we have to find ourselves and theink there are others worse than me.I have worked very hard to heal and forgive and has not been easy It is just ideal everyday people are abused , hurt,physicaly or emotionally.It doesn't have to happen there is life and death ,happiness,sadness everywhere.I don't know where I am goin with this or weather it makes any sense if it is stupid smart or whatever it's just a little phase I am goin through it is really weird.but anyways that is my scripture for today.~peace~